things_i_want_to_believe i dont believe any of it this isn't the end of my life this would be a stupid thing to die over maybe i'll be better off i shouldn't hurt myself i'm a good person there are people who like me i don't really want to die this isn't that important i'll get over it 040612 ... somebody pd_needs_help "i'll get over it" you will, she did. Learn from your pain, dont alow it to win, it may not seem like it now but your stronger then it is. 040612 ... Voodoo child Try to keep things in perspective: life is long, there is plenty of time for happiness to overcome depression. There are always people who care about you, sometimes it it's just hard to see them through the fog of despair. Take care of urself... because if you don't, no one else will want to. 040612 ... reptile808 I believe that he loves me and I know he will come. That's what I really believe. For real, I believe it and I know it's not true, but I believe anyway. Just for something to hold on to when I need it. 040613 ... puredream That someone worth loving wants me. 040613 ... witchesrequiem That tommorrow will be better. 040613 ... pete that i can finally escape this self made prison. 040614 ... blindfool you your words beyond games beyond frienships in that still of night beofre a storm when for a brief momnet you are youself you 040723 ... death i want to believe i will get better, i want to believe that lots of people love me, i want to believe that my parents love me, i want to believe that a boy somewhere loves me or will love me, but its so hard when i hate myself all the time, horrible things going through my head and that ever constant, ever sore reminder on my wrist. 040723 ... love & hate i want to believe that things can get better, with or without her... 040724 ... Borealis "I don't want you to think thats all I'm here for.." 040725 ... Borealis ...you're not doing a good job of making me believe that. 040731 ... silentbob every little thing is going to be alright 040731 ... newme the sky is falling 040731 ... ( DNC Convention Maya Angelou: "[I]n the most private part of the heart of every american lives a burning desire to belong to a great country to represent a noble minded country where the mighty do not always crush the weak and the dream of democracy is not in the sole posession of the strong" - July 27, 2004) 040731 ... princess paranoia i want to believe that i will be happy. and that someone loves me. and that i'm good at something. and that i shouldn't hurt myself. and that i can get through this. 040801 ... kookaburra is delusional that all of those mental diseases that i looked up on the internet do apply to me, and i can go get therapy and pills and everyone will admire me for even being able to function for two fucking years with all the shit fucking with my brain... basically i want to believe that my fucked-upness is some disorder, and that i'm not just too stupid to concentrate, and that i'm not just too weak to deal with rapid (but normal) mood shifts, and that i'm not just too self-centered to notice that not everyone is talking about me behind my back: i just want everything not to be my fault. 040801 ... chrysalid If I really wanted to believe it, I would. 040801 ... Syrope this is just a phase 040801 ... suicidalchinadoll that you mean what you say. and you won't walk away but you already are. 041029 ... Doar That the self deception everyone takes themselves to, it is only an uncovered letter, meant as a volume unheard. All of you blatherskites, blatherites, blatherkin, you will survive this pain of knowing. It is amongst us all that the fingers are entwined. Save your harbours, relish your thoughts that bring you to the brink. Our thoughts broken upon paper fields, let us know what love we have, and what love we have left. Don't be afraid of the love that may guard your doors. Fear causes such profound achings, and repays you with deeper circles. I want to believe that despite the sense of existing for one only, each one person takes into their minds and souls, an understanding of compassion. What happened to us? What will happen to us? I don't know. And I will never know. Live, Love, and Learn. Each step you force yourself to take, silences the dark you left behind. I wish all of you a journey in life. . 070130 ... klairchen Thank you. 070130 ... tessa beauty is love is 070130 ... *Amy* I want to believe that he will return from his holidays wanting to see me...like I did 070131 ... tessa it will all be ok it will get better it's worth it 071005 ... spin ha ha... one producer got dragged along by a big dog, did a spin and fell on her bottom, i tried my best not to laugh but it was just as funny as Jimmy doing a spin over a scultpure and landing like a little buddha to add to the display ! 071005 ... Somebody that I used to know I want to believe that I_love_him as much as he_loves_me. 071117 ... . that it won't always feel like my heart is breaking that i won't always feel so alone that i can be loved 071118 what's it to you? who go blather from