rambling jennifer I want to sit on the edge of your bed and watch you read absorbing words your eyes dancing across the pages nothing would make me happier 001102 ... pinkish i wish I had that much enough to say right now 010421 ... tourist ah the passage of time run swiftly down from the springs of our humblest beginning the hunted gatherer becomes the hunter gatherer the tribe the village the town the walled city state warring empire decadent in its excess drunk with power seduced by lust the excess of sensation food and flesh flesh sensual intoxication mind seizing eroticism all else can pass away but save for me the one last orgasm not for procreation but for that fleeting shuddering moment of shining extasy that which cannot be expressed here for here there are only words and words cannot acuratly convey the scent and sensation of the sacred lotus the surrender to delight mingled with fear of its passing the loss of the moment that makes us whole complete an understanding that transcends us connecting us to the primal state from which we all emerged so many generations ago i sing now of lust divine all consuming voratious i will not leave unsated but leave i know i must 030725 ... jane late_night_rambling jane's_rant freewrite 030725 ... oldephebe oldephebe - *towels off forehead, a rather long and patrician one at that - high brow - hey now* tourist that was incredible it was like you unraveled a runic inscription or something - and uh this is not like some creepy come on or awkward overture - but it felt like you were gyrating every scintillating syllable in my ear! (was the exclamation too much there? sometimes i just go over the top- where's that bridle?) this reminds me of a strawberry blonde, my platonic play pal in highschool - wow maybe orgasm can't be conveyed adequatly in words but ah it sure got me hot and bothered - Sheesh! oh and as far as the rambling - click on anything by oldephebe and you will become lost in the incoherence, the thicket of my rambling and 'we're all ready for you to make your point' wordsprawls - and so now it's time for a rustic exodus into the wilderness - and so he sought out a mountian to seek the truth of himself yeah - seek out the radiance of the face of God sans any hallucinogenic fungi or other such flora - whoa i've gone garrulous again - Oh father come frame my face with the fists of love - no but really my father was truculent sure but he never pummeled any of us relentless inner critic: you are rambling past even the tolerable parameters implied by this blathe pages' title - but you know rambling not neccessarily and indice of the seismically unstable -just maybe really really aloof caught in the bramble of ramble William Shatner astride a beautiful thoroughbred sauntering up to the gate -says to a non-plussed captain Picard - "Beautiful day isn't it?" and not a hair on his admantium hair shell out of place it's lacquered down - and uh i th ... 030725 ... Glory Box i don't think i'll ever see you again. how it breaks my heart. do you love her? where do i sit? why do you call me five times a day and love me through your laughter? do you think i'm young? why is everything so easy with you? why can't i follow you wherever you're headed to? why can't you follow me? i understand where we're at but there is so much hidden under innuendo. sometimes i don't know for sure what you mean. everytime i see you i want to kiss you a little more. i want you to cast those special eyes on me. i think you could save me from the dark should the shadows loom. tell me what i don't understand. let me be one of your secrets. why do we only coincide here? you make me want to come back here next year, and wrap my arms around you again. please think highly of me. i am so tied to you my sould breaks sometimes. this is not love and this is no shallow blue pining but i focus on you with everything i have and it's hard to leave behind everything i've seen. please call me please come see me please don't disappear. hagamos conexiones. you treat me so well i bloom under you and i want most in my self right now to leave some mark on you that will be hard to forget. i don't believe i'll ever see you again but i'll ache when we're finally done. 030818 ... cheetah A car will help you here. 040116 ... Special K I WANT ICE CREAM!!! I HAVE THIS OBSENE CRAVING FOR A VANILLA ICE CREAM CONE DIPPED IN CHOCOLATE!! mmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmm:) 040625 ... Special K i dont' understand what the numbers on the side of your input mean and i dont' understand how you can tell if there are any people online talking at this moment, and i don't understand how you all know what part of blather to go to to talk to each other... like what if i'm in the random section and dB is in the blather boycott section 040625 ... puredream It's the date!!! FREAKING A!!!!!!! 040625 ... oE damn. just realized tourist is a DUDE! sorry man 050114 ... re_alisma Well, it is what it is. Venus retrogrades in Gemini. Right, or am I right. Know what I mean. (?) 110907 what's it to you? who go blather from