beautiful_buried_red


	beautiful_buried_red_blathes
raze	swim_me_in_blue	140322
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raze	low_flying_planes	140323
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raze	11th_street	140324
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raze	this_then	140325
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raze	when_the_tree_dies	140326
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thwa	her_first_kiss_was_from_a_cigarette	140326
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thwa	whoops!... his_first_kiss_was_from_a_cigarette	140326
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raze	my_own_oxygen	140723
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raze fails at the linkage	circus_imperfect_beauty	140724
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raze	(what the crap? firefox saved my name from when i failed at the linkage in the past, and i accidentally clicked on it at a time when i succeeded. oy vey.)	140724
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raze	here_is_where_i_am_right_now	140725
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raze	admin	140726
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raze	tilted	140727
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raze	grey_sky_redux	140728
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raze	fleshburst	140729
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raze	here_is_no_why	140730
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raze	sydney_rain	140731
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raze	dont_bother_meow	140801
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raze	long_after_gone	140802
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TK	for_sake_of_appearances	140806
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raze	broken_window	140808
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gja	crow	140808
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raze	incarnate	140816
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raze	dear_mother	140818
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raze	bright_magenta (unsettling, but powerfully written)	140819
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raze	selkie	140821
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raze	sigh_smile	140824
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raze	a_room_in_summer	140825
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raze	anytown	140902
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raze	rocking_chair	140906
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raze	unknown_world	140907
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raze	smiling_voices	140910
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raze	waiting_game (playing chess with time)	140918
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raze	accidents_and_bestfriends	140922
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raze	about_to_turn	140924
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raze	querl	140925
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raze	flesh_covered_muscle_over_bone	140926
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raze	persimmon	141009
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raze	findingness	141106
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raze	poetry_of_fire	141211
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raze	winter_feeling	150102
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raze	to_dance	150103
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raze	existentialism_waltz (for what megan wrote)	150126
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raze	saints_and_sinners	150202
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raze	angel_trees	150220
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raze	pick_a_hand	150318
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raze	remind_yourself	150612
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raze	union_pool	151115
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raze	skycrack	160704
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raze	tender_scars	170403
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raze	bi	170525
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raze	the_end_of_the_road	170830
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raze	impulse	180203
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raze	moth	180301
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raze	besides_the_pain	200526
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raze	fallen_red_leaves	210718
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raze	call_of_night (how did this person only ever blathe seven times? how?)	210909
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raze	sleepy_lightning	210922
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raze	bad_news	210924
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raze	the_wood	211008
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raze	floral_dance	211012
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raze	falling_into_fall	211019
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raze	across_the_table_across_the_world	211023
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tender_square	it's_like_swimming no_one_noticed	211024
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raze	les_jeune_filles	211029
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raze	my_street	211030
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raze	if_clouds_had_eyes	211103
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raze	run_away	211105
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raze	microburst (thanks to tender_square for inadvertently bringing this one back. i'd never read it before. i was missing out.)	211107
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raze	under_the_bed	211111
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raze	goodbye_world	211115
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tender_square	no_one_wants_to_be_a_pirate	211119
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raze	firework_fog	211122
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tender_square	twine	211123
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raze	holding_pattern	211124
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raze	ya_vuelvo	211126
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raze	white_dress	211127
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raze	this_is_my_path	211129
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tender_square	several of us updated this one recently; coming across it again randomly two months later turned my stomach into a coiled, compressed spring that released: a_lesson_on_grief	211129
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tender_square	sun_speak	211129
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raze	national_geographic	211201
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tender_square	monet_on_bartlett_fish_out_of_water	211204
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raze	ocular_migraine_trephination	211206
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tender_square	the brilliance of kerry, already apparent seventeen years ago: sleeping_in_the_car	211208
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raze	stimulants_and_sardines	211209
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kerry	seeing one of my ancient blathes here is giving me the warm-and-fuzzies. thank you thank you thank you!	211209
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tender_square	you've been an incredible writer for sixteen years, kerry. it's amazing to bear witness to your brilliance both now and then.	211209
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kerry	you're really kind. and you've also sent me down this red rabbit hole--how is it that sixteen years is an eternity and also a fleeting moment?	211209
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raze	(honestly, i would have put about fifty of your blathes here by now if i hadn't already linked to circus_imperfect_beauty and moth a while back, and if i wasn't trying to mix up my "finds". part of what i hoped this blathe might do — and it makes me so happy to see other people adding to it! — is encourage this very kind of archeological experience. there's so much here. so much i still haven't seen, even after all these years. and running into an earlier version of yourself when you're still right here is such a strange, unique, surreal thing.)	211209
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kerry	(it really is surreal!! thank you for creating this blathe. i'm constantly surprised/pleased by the names reemerging here--so many writers i admired and didn't realize i still miss.)	211209
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raze	nirvana_was_kept_well_hidden_by_my___teachers__	211212
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raze	dangit. that shoulda been: nirvana_was_kept_well_hidden_by_my_''teachers'' (tricky apostrophes)	211212
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raze	the_loneliest_road	211213
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raze	other_recurring_dreams	211215
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tender_square	raze was blowing up my random searching today, and i found these three gems: cameron, gloved, and trumpet	211216
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raze	i'm honoured to have made an appearance (or three) here! this one struck me good this morning: cosmic_confetti	211219
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raze	lifemist (paste! never wrote much on red, but when he did, he made it count)	211221
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tender_square	wanted to see what "affirmation" said after i noticed it was a linked blathe in "too_close_to_home_horoscopes" today. was not disappointed.	211221
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tender_square	couer (misspelled but still lovely)	211221
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raze	lullaby_17000_km (for anyone who's feeling homesick right now. this one got me good.)	211224
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raze	crystalline	211226
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tender_square	dear_table	211229
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raze	bedtime_tea	211230
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raze	momma_from_the_past	211231
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raze	solo_flight	220102
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raze	the_give	220103
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tender_square	ambience	220103
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tender_square	anymore	220104
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raze	agape	220106
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raze	flowers_in_cones	220109
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raze	i_want_to_be_fire	220112
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raze	ripples	220114
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raze	there's_a_battle	220116
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raze	transfer	220117
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raze	it_was_the_fire	220118
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raze	mortality	220119
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raze	dublin	220122
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raze	embers	220123
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raze	amalgam	220124
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raze	doggerel	220125
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kerry	the_love_that_grows_out_of_secrets	220125
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raze	breathe_out_so_i_can_breathe_you_in	220127
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raze	_don't_look_now	220128
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raze	gray_matter	220131
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raze	sunset_cloudy_golden_smoke	220205
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tender_square	poet	220206
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raze	capped	220207
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raze	the_best_moment_of_my_life	220218
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tender_square	walls	220219
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tender_square	rescinding "walls" because that shit was plagiarized and i don't want to give credit where credit is not due.	220219
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raze	from someone who (again) only ever wrote a few things here: silent_conversation (check out their gorgeous contribution to the_sadies, too)	220219
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raze	defeating_premise	220220
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raze	boiled_down_to_a_ralph_stanley_song	220224
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past	what_you_were_and_what_you_are it hits the mood i'm in.	220225
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raze	(that's really kind of you to say. i'm glad there's some resonance there. those words hit me in such a different way now than they did when i wrote them. time is such a strange thing.)	220225
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raze	surreal_sundays (e_o_i doing magic e_o_i things.)	220226
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tender_square	maze	220227
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raze	songs_of_my_childhood	220305
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raze	this_book	220310
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kerry	silverside	220310
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raze	black_cat_music	220311
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raze	sleeping_samadhi	220312
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raze	woods	220313
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raze	pleasant_fiction	220314
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raze	a_picture_of_my_mind_on_my_body	220315
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raze	kaleidoscopic_and	220317
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past	painful_bliss	220319
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raze	art_behind_closed_eyes	220321
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raze	cannot_bear_the_light_of_day	220324
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raze	precious_time	220325
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tender_square	sometimes_the_universe_mocks_us	220325
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raze	smellivision	220326
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raze	echo	220327
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tender_square	_feelings_	220327
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raze	tending_gardens (one of the most beautiful poems i've read anywhere, ever, from someone who apparently only wrote on blather once. what a stunning thing to leave behind.)	220329
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raze	hope_falls_in_drops	220331
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raze	story002	220402
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raze	the_same_star	220404
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raze	demeaned_ego	220405
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raze	battered_gospel	220409
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e_o_i	from_our_garden	220413
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tender_square	the_phoenix	220417
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e_o_i	Australia (if beautiful = made_me_smile - there's a funny chain at the beginning)	220420
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raze	her_tongue	220425
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raze	i_miss_you_less_and_less	220502
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raze	i_had_them	220503
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raze	jamsession	220507
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raze	project	220526
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e_o_i	mellifluous	220526
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tender_square	alcoholic_amphibians	220527
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raze	soar	220611
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e_o_i	sexy abstraction in lookgoodanddosomethingkinky!	220611
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tender_square	scooped by raze in "three_words" today: life_requires_us_to_move	220613
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raze	nature_creeps_back_in	220616
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raze	and_colours_fade	220617
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e_o_i	what_did_the_winter_hide	220617
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raze	silence_and_drought	220627
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tender_square	in_the_grocery_store	220628
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raze	self_harmer (i think i've read this one about four times since i bumped into it last night. a really brave and powerful howl of pain.)	220629
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raze	terry_schiavo	220702
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e_o_i	striven_less, especially the beginning	220703
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raze	pages	220710
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e_o_i	circles_and_stars	220712
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e_o_i	also, those_gifts_he_imparts_to_others	220712
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raze	the_lake	220713
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e_o_i	the_blades_of_a_ceiling_fan	220718
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raze	rut	220724
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raze	untitled_507	220725
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raze	xob2	220726
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raze	a_good_summer_for_spiders	220728
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tender_square	drunken_nothing	220729
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raze	i'm_a_tourist_in_my_own_town	220730
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e_o_i	distortion	220730
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raze	starless_night	220731
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raze	explicit	220811
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raze	transcript	220812
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tender_square	still_life_with_rainwater	220812
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e_o_i	she_hurt_a_sound	220813
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raze	glaze	220814
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raze	summer_stars	220815
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raze	snakebite_sonnet	220817
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raze	my_emotions_in_a_journal	220820
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raze	the_picture_that_isn't_there	220821
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tender_square	sad_too	220821
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tender_square	spare_key	220822
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raze	bright_shining_rabbit	220826
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tender_square	sparrows	220829
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raze	moonlit	220830
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raze	secret_love_letters_written_in_orange	220903
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tender_square	shedding_my_skin	220904
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raze	llark	220909
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raze	for_the_moments_i_feel_faint	220910
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raze	spiral_women	220911
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kerry	memail	220912
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raze	melting_sounds	220914
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tender_square	if_i_haven_t_made_you_fall_in_love_with_me_by_now	220915
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tender_square	gah, trying again: if_i_haven't_made_you_fall_in_love_with_me_by_now	220915
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tender_square	meet_me_for_coffee	220916
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tender_square	primal	220918
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raze	paper_or_plastic	220926
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raze	falter	221002
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raze	style_of_thing	221004
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tender_square	newsom (r.i.p. to the queen of willistead, and deepest condolences to raze.)	221008
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raze	quench	221012
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raze	reality_infused_sadness	221020
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raze	funeral	221104
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e_o_i	My latest three_words brought up a good one: speed_of_a_soul from last year. I love the line breaks (of all oddly_specific things, but they add to the effect of the words' determination)	221105
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raze	no_dice	221107
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tender_square	(thanks, e_o_i! red made some of those line breaks for me, unfortunately. i was opting for a 12-syllables in each.)	221107
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raze	a_plea	221108
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Soma	packaged_memories	221109
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raze	moaning_wind	221111
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e_o_i	(Oh! Sorry, t_s: I guess putting "single" on a line by itself was blather red's doing. It looked purposeful, though! But most of what I saw was yours - e.g., ending a line with "elbow" and letting the word stand there waiting, like the joint itself waiting to stretch or bend) and I don't know if this was here before, but the images and ideas in cosmic_confetti are painfully relatable, but also playful, if that combo makes any sense	221112
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tender_square	vermilion	221113
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raze	holding_onto_rags	221115
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tender_square	wanderlust	221116
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raze	essential_ingredients	221120
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raze	trigger	221121
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raze	letter_from_away	221123
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tender_square	little_wonders_joys_amazements (i'd love to make this a regular blathe again)	221124
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tender_square	guitar_tabs	221125
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tender_square	lock	221203
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raze	cold_light	221204
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e_o_i	all_a_tremble (everyone's images conveying the idea of nervousness + flexibility, at least to my mind)	221204
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e_o_i	I try to limit this to one at a time, but... notorious (kerry paints a picture in a few vibrant lines)	221204
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raze	compilation	221210
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raze	fog_lifts	221213
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kerry	does a year and two months count as buried? glycerine (and thanks for the shoutout, e_o_i)	221214
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raze	sad_memories	221215
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tender_square	one_who_was_never_there	221217
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raze	stalker	221222
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raze	the_kansas_city_star (so powerful. so visceral. i wish like hell we could have bijou back.)	221223
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raze	the_balloon	221227
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past	breath_thief	221227
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tender_square	tear	221228
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raze	brightest_moon	230102
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raze	two_eyes	230104
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tender_square	i_m_not_sure	230106
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tender_square	let's try that again: i'm_not_sure	230106
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raze	velcro_pancakes	230108
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tender_square	dissolution	230112
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tender_square	the_couch	230113
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tender_square	some_bears	230114
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raze	crabcraft	230115
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raze	streetside_symphonic	230118
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tender_square	send_a_postcard_from_hell	230121
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e_o_i	lied_vom_kindsein (a poem with an English translation - I tried reading it in German to start, but there were too many words I didn't know)	230121
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raze	tin_roof	230126
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raze	if_you_want_to_hear_it (specifically the first entry)	230201
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raze	panacea	230204
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raze	endearing_moment	230207
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raze	catching_the_moment	230214
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raze	what_are_you_thinking	230222
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tender_square	i_wear_a_dead_man's_coat	230222
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raze	fleshglobe	230228
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raze	organs	230301
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raze	dawns_early_light	230302
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e_o_i	angel_trees	230307
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raze	what_would_you_change_if_you_could	230310
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tender_square	misnomer	230311
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tender_square	the_silent_and_invisible_life	230315
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raze	pleasant	230317
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raze	ensnare	230322
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raze	see_you	230327
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tender_square	shed	230328
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raze	buckskin_woman	230411
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past	letter_not_sent	230413
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raze	meet_me_in_eternity	230414
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raze	hurrah	230419
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tender_square	advice_to_past_self_from_future_you	230428
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raze	what_we_talk_about_when_we_talk_about_love	230430
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past	under_a_sky_empty_of_threat	230502
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past	under_a_sky_empty_of_threat	230502
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e_o_i	I missed this last year and I'm glad it came up in three_words now - so well put: if_you've_got_time_and_not_much_will	230523
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raze	(i can't believe i missed this until just now. please accept my belated heartfelt thanks, e_o_i. i don't even remember writing that! not one word of it. which is a little scary, because it wasn't that long ago.)	230602
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raze	want_to	230603
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raze	sixty	230611
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raze	let_me	230621
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raze	shit_lightning (came for the title, stayed for the gorgeously rendered e_o_i magic)	230627
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raze	deserted_	230704
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raze	it_won't_work	230712
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raze	artists	230713
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raze	things_we_should_have_done	230719
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tender_square	tending_gardens (file under "one_blathe_wonders")	230801
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tender_square	looks like raze already blathed that one in march of 2022, but it's just that good it deserves a second inclusion.	230801
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raze	i'll say. i still can't believe that person, whoever they were, only ever blathed that one thing (unless they wrote other things using a different name ... but it doesn't seem likely). i'm digging this one right now from flux: reniform_puls	230811
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raze	reminder	230812
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raze	23_03_06	230815
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raze	twelve_years12	230819
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raze	matilda_at_the_door (what bijou wrote here is so raw and vulnerable and honest and searing, i kind of wish no one else had ever touched the blathe)	230821
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raze	rockets_find_planets	230827
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e_o_i	The two stories in midnight_dipping, years apart.	230903
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raze	windmill	230904
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raze	stumped	230906
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raze	rendered_into_a_painting	230912
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raze	spring_mists	230926
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e_o_i	la_voix_de_nuit	230930
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raze	holding_my_breath_and_hiding (misstree writes something beautiful, and then megan makes me laugh. i wish we had them both back.)	231001
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raze	lush_like_not_here	231002
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raze	heal_the_most_broken_of_parts	231006
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raze	the_saloon	231012
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raze	contemplation	231014
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raze	what_the_thunder_said	231025
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e_o_i	art_behind_closed_eyes	231101
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raze	flare	231106
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raze	thener	231117
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raze	dementia	231118
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raze	car_obituary (e_o_i just made me mourn the loss of a car i never met. i think that's a first.)	231126
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e_o_i	hot_yellow_light	231201
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e_o_i	(Oh, and thanks, raze! I forgot I'd even written about Sparky's predecessor.)	231201
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raze	try_to_love_me_anyway	231204
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raze	broken_dial	231208
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e_o_i	blood_red_sharpie_how's_it_gonna_be - and I see it's part of a series I never new existed, making me wonder how much of early red_blather I still don't know	231209
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raze	once_again	231210
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raze	heroic_acts_don't_have_music_in_the_background	231216
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raze	electric_nerve_fluid	231217
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e_o_i	skyline_diamonds (by raze in 2013)	231220
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e_o_i	disobedient_bastard_micro_rainbow_coloured_monster (by leni in 2007)	231225
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raze	specific_interests	231231
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raze	lion	240102
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e_o_i	time_out_chair	240113
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raze	unsaid	240120
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raze	rosa	240129
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raze	siren_song	240131
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raze	my_lesson	240201
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raze	allways	240204
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e_o_i	le_coeur_episse by leif ...although Google tells me "episse" isn't the word and suggests "Les épices sont bonnes pour le coeur et la mémoire" (spices are good for the heart and for memory).	240222
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raze	hitting "from" on cobwebs led me to letting_go_of_it, which led me to what misstree wrote there, and ... jesus christ, the words you people weave and have woven. sometimes you take my breath away.	240223
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e_o_i	how_the_little_wonder_feels (I don't know who they are but what they said about coming to a moment of change resonates)	240224
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warmthofrelease	i_just_needed_to_say (that you were right about bijou)	240229
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raze	redness (some of the most fascinating stones i trip over were left here by people i never even knew)	240301
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raze	erm	240310
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raze	blp	240314
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warmthofrelease	my_solemn_birds_sleep_near_heaven	240314
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raze	celebration_of_continuation	240315
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raze	housewife_seduces_babysitter	240317
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raze	february_car_ramona	240319
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raze	when_you_return	240324
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raze	not_all_dreams_are_meant_to_come_true	240326
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raze	top_o_the_charts_verbs (a personal journey in ten words)	240328
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raze	your_life_is_your_own	240402
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raze	thrown_away	240403
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e_o_i	lavender_clouds (lostgirl and then kerry)	240404
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raze	ldr	240408
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raze	all_was_all	240411
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e_o_i	run_away (mostly by nom)	240413
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raze	real_4 (i knew from the first line this was a poem about richey edwards. it didn't disappoint.)	240418
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e_o_i	cr0wl_at_the_ace_nyc (About a daughter's film school festival and novel luxuries. Granted, I got on this writer's wrong side later when raze called him out for putting others' words here without giving sources and he wouldn't say he did anything unfair, but he also wrote interesting things of his own, a lot from before I started writing here.) (gaah, I am too wordy)	240421
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raze	i've put some of his stuff on this blathe too, though they've come from about six million different names (dude liked his pseudonyms). he did write a lot of good things once upon a time. that always made the whole literary_thief thing doubly strange to me. but i guess some blather mysteries will never be explained.	240421
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e_o_i	photos_here_on_my_desk by megan (especially paragraph 3)	240422
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raze	compulsion_second	240424
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e_o_i	onward (Surreal flowery descriptions with a two-step rhythm - "bitter tears...humble places...morphing eyes" - that gradually lengthens into more flowing sentences and then retreats. By Sonya.)	240425
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e_o_i	re cr0wl: after I just experimented with a short_story here, I found "prooley's_shoes" on three_words. The goofy word flow and neat wrap-up knocked my proverbial socks off.	240427
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e_o_i	(unless he stole it from Douglas Adams, I dunno...but I joke, I think)	240427
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e_o_i	scandent (by raze)	240429
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raze	i remember being proud of that one when i wrote it, but i hadn't read it since then. the me of then and the me of now both thank you. today, i'd like to nominate better_than_this for the poem kerry wrote twenty_one years ago.	240501
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raze	ghost_cats (i miss birdmad)	240503
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e_o_i	me_moment (bandersnatch) (being in the wrong place, reading)	240503

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