new R_Napalm well isnt this a nice edition to what my loved one raina has showed me. now i must show it back to her...... and its in my colour too?! 010125 ... pilgrim Red is the colour of My True Love's Eyes In the Morning When She Cries In the Morning When She Cries That's the time That's the time I feel Regret 010125 ... pilgrim I went to a funeral the other day, A neighbor I knew had passed away. And though I didn't Know Her Well It made me think And so I'll tell About the Twisted Logic used To fend off loss of those I Love. My Parents I but rarely See Though they are Both quite Dear to Me. But I realised that what I'm doing Is hiding from their certain Doom. By living without seeing them I hope to spare myself The Loss When Death most certainly Comes accross To fulfill the age old promise. I know I know that I'm a Fool But reality Is so Damn Cruel 010125 ... k again 010126 ... j_blue my blue_blather under new was my first blather it was under an old email address i stopped using, so i lost track of my old blathers the husband told me about it just now, i wasnt listening to him much, because after he told me the word i was too busy looking at my old blathes he keeps track of my blathes now, and i try to ignore that fact when i do blathe (we dont usually talk about blather) so we are more honest with each other he reminded me of an x, its weird how i miss them all, and who i miss more than who 010126 ... ondele sometimes when people take new words to reveal nothing about anything, i get mad. and i think that i'm being too possessive and precious about it. sigh, you know. control. 010126 ... god eggnog enema 010130 ... birdmad and improved 010406 ... bespeckled You've got me wanting what I didn't expect You've suddenly appeared as never before, you've suddenly been brought to my attention. Never expected, never foreseen, certainly still not accepted. Certainly, certainly! Not accepted, brain - not something so unexpected! Yet - just a little, heart, just a litle each day - just a tiny bit more accepted. A new emotion's sprung into my soul- and I tried not to - but I failed - and I kept it. And now these new feelings, new feelings for you, only stay, only grow, won't be bested. What else is there, what else is there to do, but to say "water's warm, and I might as well test it." 020617 ... daxle mew 020617 ... ][ nothing is new, everything is old yet, nothing is old, everything is new 030426 ... amy in Taurus, darlin'. the possession of riches is less important than their application. 030503 ... nom day 040216 ... anomalous camera 050422 ... unhinged letting go makes everything feel like the first time 071115 ... once again something I could get used to... but haven't yet. 110106 ... Risen I am new to Red. I was only just told about it. I've gone by many names on Blue, but here I want to be something else. Something more me. So hello all. 130308 ... raze welcome! 130308 what's it to you? who go blather from