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birdmad in black 010130
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trompasaurus from the dead 010416
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Webley To where I came from, my head 020414
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solitary It breaks my heart
to think of your face, in all its beauty and honesty and loyalty -
you'd never hurt anyone! Least of all, me -
to remember your kiss
Oh, your kiss ...
it was soft and uncompromising on my cheek.

You gave me everything.
I was all yours and I was your world.
And I threw it all away.
And for what?
For days of doubt and fleeting thrills?

You were-
you are-
my only
love.

And I will earn your trust,
and earn your love again.
I will have you again, my love.

Because you're mine,
and I'm yours.

And we belong in each other's arms.
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silentbob i like you back 041013
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just listening and he's back
as if nothing got destroyed
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mindpop My back is a lot better than right after my stroke, when I hunched forward with my stroke side. It was painful to always be hunching over. Now I can get my back and shoulder into the correct position, but I have to stop and think about it. Hopefully my brain will get the picture and automatically stay correct. Patience is frustrating. 121003
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mindpop My back is a lot better than right after my stroke, when I hunched forward with my stroke side. It was painful to always be hunching over. Now I can get my back and shoulder into the correct position, but I have to stop and think about it. Hopefully my brain will get the picture and automatically stay correct. Patience is frustrating. 121014
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epitome of incomprehensibility Back in Dorval. Back to the humidity and plane sounds and train sounds. But allergies have followed me home from Arden, like a persistent and sniffly dog.

On the cheerier side, there IS the dog. Shiloh is a good boy and a less chaotic one than in days of yore.
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raze it used to trouble me. right there in the lumbar region. i would have to stop walking and stretch to try and coax the pain into playing nice. that doesn't happen anymore. but there are times when i remember the dull ache that dogged me for long enough to make me think it might never leave, and i almost expect it to well up again like a single unspent tear swimming in the center of one large unblinking eye. 240827
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e_o_i I'm glad that's not such a problem anymore.

I've never had long-term back pain (yet), but it can hurt if I sit or bend down for too long. I did both yesterday - being back to back-bending work in the garden and then lazy chair-potato-ishness.
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raze you know what used to kill me the most? vacuuming. of all things! i'd be drenched in sweat by the time i was finished and wondering how that happened when i didn't even really exert myself.

there must be a vacuum_cleaner conspiracy at work behind the scenes. nothing else makes sense.
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