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try
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psychobabe
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Try so hard to hide Try to keep it on the other side cuz everythings dead within my mind walking along the path with nothing ahead to look at but darkness running little thoughts telling me what to do with my time no, not this time no you dont. I did not believe that you could sink so low You think you have everything? soooo lost in that state of mind thoughts traveling miles on end raceing fast, quickly, furiously when will i see you again? soon i'm hopeing and thinking. Mind stops thinking. Heart controls all Finally hidden within my mind
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sigh...
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silence
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020731
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endless desire
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is that enough? are you satisfied? if i "try" is your conscience clean? it seems i am taking my frustration on the wrong words. the wrong people. the wrong times that i spent long go and feel i can remove by fighting with my keyboard.
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030706
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Mandy
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Trying to be the way you want even though you don't want me to. Too passive. More aggressive. Too mousy. More Mandy.
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DammitJanet
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I'm drowning in your insecurities. Coming up for air is taking too much effort, too much strength, too much tolerance. I've been handing you a security blanket, throwing it, shoving it, but you won't take hold. Rather then wrap it around you to live in it's warmth, you hold it at arms length. Poking it, proding it, questioning it's holes, imperfections, thread. You wonder where it's been, why it's stained and torn. You imagine such dillusional thoughts, absurd situations, crazy notions. But it's been with me all along. I've carried it on my journey, dragging it behind me wherever i go. Handing it over to no one. Except you. Embrace it. Accept it. Wrap yourself within it. Please. Just try. TRY. Before i completely exhaust myself of our continuely repeating, circling, looping, relationship. I'm begining to love you. Feel secure in that. For once.
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031215
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raze
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why_bother?
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221006
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what's it to you?
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blather
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