low
wicker man
i
can
walk
beneath
the
lines
on
a
sheet
of
paper
011010
...
argo
I
can
rearrange
my
ancestors
and
become
smaller
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...
DammitJanet
i'm
starting
to
wonder
why
i
even
bother
i
mean
,
nothing
ever
comes
not
even
in
this
way
i
just
want
to
delete
everything
delete
my
life
and
people
ask
why
i'm
negative
and
people
say
it'll
happen
soon
and
people
comment
on
why
it
will
and
people
question
the
world
on
my
behalf
and
these
people
just
don't
understand
i'm
not
like
you
i'm
nothing
like
you
it's
completely
different
for
me
you
don't
know
what
it's
like
and
you
never
will
to
be
in
this
body
and
consumed
by
this
mind
because
things
come
up
for
you
they
go
your
way
sometimes
i
just
want
to
tell
everyone
to
fuck
off
and
leave
me
alone
so
i
can
crawl
up
inside
myself
and
never
come
out
but
then
i
wonder
how
i
can
live
like
that
and
how
can
i
just
live
so
i
long
to
be
a
different
person
someone
who
can't
feel
someone
who
can't
be
hurt
someone
who
can't
even
love
right
now
i'm
jealous
of
that
life
because
i
can
never
have
it
030413
...
belly fire
talk
to
me
goddammit
talk
to
me
you
don't
know
what
it
is
to
be
me
this
is
not
happiness
this
is
the
pause
button
on
everything
that
is
totally
fucked
about
being
me
just
pause
when
you're
me
you
lose
everything
eventually
030413
...
DammitJanet
no
not
until
i
figure
it
out
for
myself
030416
...
from now on
how
low
can
i
go
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...
unhinged
yes
also
i
am
it
is
only
the
beginning
of
winter
and
it
has
already
infected
me
with
it's
cold
greyness
and
my
students
keep
dropping
like
flies
which
causes
me
to
worry
about
money
which
is
the
basest
of
worries
will
i
have
enough
to
eat
?
which
little
luxuries
will
i
have
to
cut
out
?
which
ones
are
little
luxuries?
when
i
have
to
rearrange
my
need
list
and
my
want
list
when
needs
become
wants
that
makes
me
low
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what's it to you?
who
go
blather
from