now soia so now that I've utterly fucked up my life, what am I going to do? 1)laugh, because everything is ridiculous 2)start my laundry, and go get quarters so I can do more 3)read a book, because I've got no one left to talk to 010621 ... soia actually I didn't do any of that, except the laundry, which reminds me it's been in the dryer pretty much forever... 010621 ... moonshine Would the Nation's tears be enough to cleanse to the streets of New York? 010912 ... luck is green or maybe bush's drool 010912 ... moonshine Later is too late. 010921 ... pilgrim The Eternal 011228 ... alice Now well i need to be around you and i need to see your eyes on me now and i need to caress your face with mine and i need to know that you care 'cause i bleed in pain when i'm without your soul cuz I love you on a level so high it's hard sometimes I know i am to me around you we have to be together now I'll miss you while I'm gone but here and now is where I belong. will you wait around for me, I hope so 'cause without eachother we're wrong ~*Taproot*~ 020423 ... silentbob i'm between heartbreaks 020423 ... lulie You're sorry, now? But I don't care, now. 020424 ... pilgrim Reaction time always Makes Now into a Then I just can't catch up to the Moment No matter how hard I try 020425 ... pilgrim Lost inside this little window Sliding sideways Around the pane Drenched in dew As pale light rises Turning now from black to grey. No wind stirs this translucent prison Still am I Within this frame. Gazing out with wistful longing Into the distance Growing clear. Crisp Horizons Beckon softly Why then am I Clinging here? Once when I was Young and Foolish Moving was my only Vow! Never linger when the Highway Hummed the tune That did allow The restless and the lonely pilgrim To dance unfettered Across the land Whirling Dervish Beneath the cloud Never asking why or when Friend to all Yet still the stranger Ever moving on again. Tuning up the Soul and body To the pitch as piped by Time. Now abiding Now arising Ever onward Living Zen. Now the world is hardened crystal Wrapped around me Holding clear. I the glass And I the prisoner Like a prisim Polished clear Awaiting dawn With pensive wonder Pierced by truth Dispelling fear Spread the spectrum Of my Wisdom Life Flows through Then Disappears 020529 ... jinx Why can't you be here now...I don't want to wait, but I'll have to. 030222 ... mcdougall ... I’m back in school again. ... I work more than ever. ... I’m making plans for trips. ... I’m on my own more than ever. … it’s 2:26 in the afternoon. ... I have trouble deciding what I want. 030903 ... belly fire ...there is peace ...there is balance ...there is passion ...there is love ...there is a future now that we have found each other. 030903 ... little wonder slowly weaning myself back onto blather, starting with red. so_wonderful to be here. 040403 ... shilohlives come back to me...I am impatient and young...and now seems like a great time to kiss you... so hurry uo and get here..oh...you don't remember me..damn 040404 ... mon uow done. 050223 ... PeeT flee ruin 120912 ... tender_square i can’t find it, but i know i read it. a quote someone said about the present. something about the past having no bearing, about the future being a projection. the emphasis being, all we have is now. all we can ever do is live for this moment. right now. 211230 what's it to you? who go blather from