care jinx Do I? Sometimes-but not about everything I should. 021205 ... the swinger of birches i would package it up in a little plastic tackle box and make sure that you get some. it would be for emergencies only, of course. in those moments that you are all alone and you believe you are going to commit suicide, you could open it up and take out the fuzzy shaped one and stick in your mouth and you would hooked on care. 021206 ... mon uow and i don't care if i don't care 050408 ... obnubilate does anyone? perhaps only about the self. and not the self but only the shell around it. 051204 ... Isaou Sometimes it gets to the point where you know that you should but you don't. It's then that you know once again you must show on the outside at least some form of human feeling. Pretending to care pretending to have an opinion is the only thing that some of us know. You'd be surprised how much feeling has died inside these hollow bodies of ours. To you it may seem strange that we can't that we don't get effected any longer by the troubles in the world the troubles in our lives. The show put on for your display is just a guess at what a normal kid would do. How they would react How they would feel How they would go on I don't care no more but I'll never let it show. 070602 ... PeeT acknowledging the awareness of change,it is the only thing that keeps things together. 120118 ... kerry the teacups and saucers are all chipped but i hold them carefully as eggs. let’s use them for our morning coffee—we’ll have four cups instead of two. doesn’t it feel so decadent? i’ll admit i’m still sad about the gouges under the red kettle that my mother mailed me. and i do still remember standing in that kitchen with the sloping floor and the oven we leveled with cardboard and i demanded an explanation, first about the mugs, then the shattered glass with the strawberries i loved so much. i wanted to know why is his hand so heavy, why isn’t he more careful with me, it’s obvious he has no_clue what i mean i wanted to know why did he treat his guitars like babies and me like i was his mother? but now he’s speaking spanish with his wife and baby and pug and likely ruining his own kettles). the kettle is redder than red and even more so when i clean it. i imagine his is made of tin, 50 cents from goodwill. too hot to touch until the water’s already cold again. 210805 ... nr i want to be able to care the perfect amount 230114 what's it to you? who go blather from