sometimes shaihulud but only just. 010125 ... teran666 sometimes i wonder... sometimes i wander... sometimes i do both... but i always keep comfort... comfort in the thought... the thought that you are there... you will be there... you want to be here... but till i make there here... i'll have to live... live and wander and wonder... sometime...sometime in the future... you will be here and i will be there... 010201 ... mikey other times. most times. but never will. could be. but might not. never was and never where i wish it to be when i most need it. these times are not sometimes. 010306 ... twiggie when i'm writing my email quickly on blather i spell it wrong and don't realize until i press enter and it's too late. i think there's a little page of things i've written with "str8jakti4@aol.com" or something similar. if i could do it all over... i'd not only write my email address everytime, but i'd write it CORRECTLY. there will always be something in the way 010309 ... sebastian bach a very sad and beautiful song by depeche mode. inspired me to write a few tear-jerkers myself. unfortunately no one wants to give me a chance anymore. i have some full on hard core demos out there, kids. look for 'em. 010511 ... wicker man (following sebastians lead) sometimes only sometimes i question everything and i'm the first to admit if you catch me in a mood like this i can be tiring even embarassing but you must feel the same when you look around you can't tell me honestly you're happy with what you see oh sometimes only sometimes you must be as embarassing as me (oooh-ooh-oh) sometimes 011009 ... moonshine and I love you ever blue_moon 011101 ... pralines&cream sometimes I feel like you don't love me as much as you used to ... especially when i look at the picture of us on my wall, the one where your arms are around my shoulders, and your hands are holding my hands, and i'm looking away smiling, and you smiling at my smiling face ... that was so long ago ... and sometimes i feel like i don't love you as much as i used to ... but don't worry. My love for you will never go away. Not a little or a lot. 011227 ... pushpins sometimes I hate who everyone is. and then I realize, noo...i hate who I am! silly me! 011228 ... guitar_freak sometimes I feel like giving up, giving in, letting life walk all over me, and then I see the sky. After I see how beautiful the world around me is I only feel like leaving. Nowhere is the only place fo me. The middle of nothing. No person to be pissed at, no alcohol to drink, no drugs to use, nothing at all except the stars, the canyon walls, and I. 020502 ... silentbob husbands die everyday, dolores. sometimes an accident can be a lonely woman's best friend. sometimes being a bitch is all a woman has to hold on to. -vera donovan from Stephen Kings "Dolores Claiborne" 020504 ... Webley would be enough 020522 ... j_blue but_mostly 020523 ... lotuseater a world full of sometimes and maybes, where is the definition? 030424 ... vega i remember. i couldn't get his scent off of me. the shreaking inside of my head never ends. the thought of his hand going down my stomach makes me sick. the crying never ends. sometimes i think it will end. but it never ends in my head. it never will. 030429 ... DammitJanet i wish i was gone 030430 ... DammitJanet things look up when i think there's no hope left. but i wont jynx it just yet. 030511 ... DammitJanet things look up when i think there's no hope left. but i wont jynx it just yet. 030511 ... DAMMITjanet i wish things didnt get typed twice cause the thing's being a dick! 030511 ... earthbound I wish that I knew that everything would work the way it is supposed to and that would also be the way I wanted it to. I just want to get married to a wonderful person, have babies, a career that I enjoy, travel the world, and be happy. 061027 ... nom a lot of times 070128 ... no reason a lot of the time nobody in my family is like me 091023 ... Isaou Sometimes I cannot be bothered. And sometimes I just want to yell (not that you'd know) and give you a complete shock. Sometimes I just want to touch it, just to see if it would break. 091112 ... unhinged the checks people write me bounce people get offended when i ask them for my money and when you have to ask for repayment cause the check bounced...*sigh* i hate collecting money from my students and/or their parents. 091113 ... no reason i am messy 100124 ... no reason i can't say things 100124 ... unhinged (me too n_r) 100125 ... episfaḻs dchtyla i get lost in my own neighbourhood. then i walk in what feels like the right direction, but my twitchy internal compass turns out to completely unreliable. sometimes after that, it's nice to forget about going anywhere and wander a little more. sometimes i set a new destination and follow flashes of lightning on the horizon, searching for rain. sometimes, i just find a cab and go to bed. 131201 ... raze sometimes_i_think. sometimes_i_wish. sometimes_i_wonder. sometimes_i_don't_know. sometimes_i_see_things_that_aren't_there. sometimes_it's_nothing. sometimes_it_looks_like_caprice. sometimes_your_stories make_my_day, and_the_grey_cloud_lifts. sometimes_the_universe_mocks_us, and_the_walking_wounded_go where_all_the_good_wind_went. sometimes_simple_is_best. whatever_happens, here_is_where_i_am_right_now, and i_am_not_going_to_break. 211004 ... raze (apparently sometimes_looks_like_caprice and there's no "it" involved. sometimes my brain fills in a missing word that isn't missing after all.) 211004 ... raze also: i_am_not_going_to_break_ failing at the linkage this morning. f .a ..i ...l ....i .....n ......g 211004 what's it to you? who go blather from