hard
birdmad
lab
created
diamond
cut
glass
drill
bit
saw
blade
mohs
scale
etch
a
sketch
glass
acid
container
depleted
uranium
armor
and
ammunition
rock
010406
...
soia
core
010625
...
silentbobfuckyou
pretending
to
be
happy
in
an
already
fucked
up
situation
010715
...
no reason
things
are
hard
and
i
am
hard
on
myself
100225
...
no reason
maybe
i'm
hard
on
others
because
of
what
i
expect
from
myself
100225
...
no reason
or
maybe
not
i
don't
even
know
100225
...
belly fire
finding
it
difficult
to
find
my
own
words
...
nobody
said
it
was
easy
Oh
,
it's
such
a
shame
for
us
to
part
nobody
said
it
was
easy
no
one
ever
said
it
would
be
so
hard
...
I'm
battling
the
trifecta
of
change
,
guilt
and
loss
.
100422
...
uoasI
What
makes
it
harder
and
harder
each
time
I
leave
is
that
it's
not
just
you
I
miss
now
,
I
miss
your
family
.
You
looked
at
me
and
whispered
softly
;
you
are
family
110111
...
tender_square
"
we
went
through
the
hard
stuff
already
,"
he
soothed.
i
couldn't
control
my
tears
as
i
was
leaving
.
the
day's
events
were
toppling dominoes, swiftly nudged
when
the
list
of
things
to
do
ran
out
.
my
body
busy
and
diligent
mind
warding
off
grief's cumulative pinpricks.
we
cleared
out
the
old
house
of
last
-minute
leave
behinds.
he
swept
the
crumbs
of
shared
meals
from
the
floorboards
that
held
us
up
when
we
couldn't
hold
ourselves
.
i
showed
him
how
to
anchor
his
new
life
to
the
plaster
walls
with
tape
,
a
pencil
,
and
some
patience
;
how
to
hold
the
drill
when
its
threads
sliced
what
seemed solid.
spent
my
aesthetics dressing
up
a
house
i'll
never
live
in
,
in
the
quaintest
fucking
neighbourhood
,
a
bubble
of
perfection
that
bursts
as
i
accelerate
on
the
gas
pedal
and
peel
away
.
230602
what's it to you?
who
go
blather
from
