last arinna tonight is the real last and final, at least for now. my wings are suddenly real. 010803 ... Toxic_Kisses This will probably be the last day I'm in red-blather for the next 3 weeks, as I'll be leaving Friday to see relatives 011219 ... raze i wish the things i wanted to would, and the things i didn't want to could just fold themselves up and live the rest of their lives in a mildew-choked basement not even moths would want to visit. 221118 ... ovenbird I'm in this house for the last time–the house that was mine from the age of 10 to the age of 23. Thirteen years isn't really that many in the big scheme of things and yet they were formative years, years that brought me from childhood to adulthood. I've lived the bulk of my life in other houses, but this one is still home in a way that the others aren't. How do you say goodbye to the walls that remember who you used to be? How do you leave when you know it's forever? 260219 what's it to you? who go blather from