leave kyla one-thousand eyes for an eye 011107 ... Anna_Began Now. Not January 27th. Not again after May. Now. Fucking now. And don't speak to me, don't call me, don't write me. Just go away. Because I can't take having my heart twisted around your fate, twisted around the truth anymore. If you were gone you'd just be someone I know overseas, maybe a friend overseas, but David who is only forty minutes away.. who sent me maps to his house. I am tired of being pushed and pulled, tired of the chaos, tired of missing my home and forgetting you're not the reason for my not sleeping there. I am tired of you bearing influence on what my soul is becoming again and all I can do is ask you to leave. 021209 ... jinx Leave her. Come home to me. 030106 ... DammitJanet i'm at work but far from it so many people so much conversation so incredibly repetative have you ever wanted to leave your vacation to get away from it all? 030109 ... jolie just a few more days of school. Almost time to leave it for good. 030514 ... nom i didn't want to wake him 060207 ... meep when will i leave life for i feel it is past time. a couple of decades is all i deserve. how long must my incarceration be? 060609 ... tender_square i told my analyst i had a dream that my ex-husband called me to say that my nightmare tenant was leaving, the papers had been signed. my analyst's response was, "that's some real freudian wish fulfillment right there." the balloon of my hope has been spiked through. later, i burned with embarrassment at how obvious i can be: why wouldn't i envision a man i once relied on to transmit a message that all would be taken care of--isn't that the desire at the crux of my misguided heart? 230704 what's it to you? who go blather from