pushed
raze
he
let
me
borrow
a
tape
by
a
band
i
didn't
know
well
enough
to
understand
.
i
shoved
a
shitty magnetic pickup
in
the
mouth
of
an
acoustic
guitar
that
wasn't
mine
and
plugged
it
into
my
tube amp.
he
sat
behind
the
drums
.
we
played
part
of
a
song
shannon
wrote
after
a
gig
in
a
converted
church
in
detroit
.
from
a
dressing
room
window
he
watched
a
crowd
gather
and
stare
at
a
woman
on
the
twentieth
floor
of
a
hotel
beside
the
club
.
some
people
heckled
her
and
told
her
to
jump
.
so
she
did
.
he
wanted
to
look
away
.
his
body
wouldn't
let
him
.
she
was
twenty
-six
years
old
.
she
could
have
been
anyone
. gillian
came
to
pick
us
up
on
her
way
to
a
halloween
party
.
she
was
dressed
like
an
angel
.
i
gave
her
money
for
gas
before
she
took
us
where
we
needed
to
go
.
then
i
drank
myself
into
a
dream
and
wondered
how
long
it
would
take
for
me
to
fall
if
i
jumped
too
.
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