money moonshine Where all whores to our own desires anyways. 010218 ... argo We are? (where are we?) 010219 ... silentbob the love of which is allegedly the root of all evil. Kind of funny when you think about it. to love something is evil. not hate. not hating love, not hating goodness and truth. but to love, to love money is the root of all that is evil. another reason why i don't take everything the holybible says literally. 010219 ... chanaka funny that a little piece of paper can rule our lives, whether we like it or not 010219 ... amy i've become mistaken, while trying to ignore it. my dad says i'm not enough of a capitalist. i'll show him... 030105 ... pilgrim Pale representation Of the Shining Moment The Piecemeal Abrasion Of the Mystery called Life Coin By Coin Sold Away These Moments Never to Return What Price These Next Few Breaths? Numbed by This Misconception Hopelessly Ensnared in Economics The Beetle In Amber Pays for the Privledge Of Becomeing Tommorows Jewel 030106 ... argo That poem strikes a chord with me. I'll never be depressed around Christmas no matter how alone or hopeless, as long as I get something; addition makes me happy. Something for nothing will always be good. Burning mp3s or shoplifting lunch is refreshing. For me, the sadness or evilness of consuming is only when I have to pay for it. That's when I trade my time for a paycheck for toys meant to enrich the same lifetime. Money means juggling things around and there's always guilt seeping through. 030106 ... DammitJanet the need for it drives me crazy because of the things i do for it. this thing that i loathe that means so much. i have it and i get rid of it in any way i can, but never on the right things. it burns my fingers it burns my pockets it burns my mind it meant more to my father than i do. and all i want is for them both to mean nothing to me. 030119 ... screwing fro virginity money is an amazing and mindbogling thing when you stop to think about it. IT HAS NO VALUE, IT IS WORTH NOTHING! yet, you need it to own anything of value. who ever invted money was a genius, and a sick, sick bastard. 030119 ... belly fire The only thing worse than owing money is having money owed me. I kinda feel like a bastard when that 5 bucks I gave over willingly turns every conversation between me and the other person into oh-sorry-I-forgot-to-bring-your-money or oh-right-I-owe-you-five-dollars or worse, them avoiding me altogether. As many times as I said no, really, it's no problem, just take it she insisted and ... ugh, money. I feel like just saying it doesn't matter if she pays me back because I'll just spend it on something stupid and pointless like the 50/50 draw at work. Or food-court-food that I don't really want anyway. 030122 ... Cicero when money is tight the kitchen is always stuffy milk is always running low and my clothes make me guilty 030311 ... silentbob i lost forty dollars last night. this pretty much doesn't happen to me. 050606 ... c r 0 w l i have about four dollars or so. 080111 ... PeeT i ran over a fifty dollar bill with my lawn mower. 120418 ... no reason i like money. i would like to work a job for once that pays me what i deserve, instead of being expected to work my ass off while also having to borrow money and being consistently worried about paying the bills. really, i would prefer having lots of money and not have to work much, like everyone on tv. 130912 ... nr i know reaching a certain age doesn't mean much, but i kind of thought once i reached this age i'd have ever had any 210831 ... nr hmm, apparently i was the last to post on this page. i am not an uber-capitalist; just someone who wants to not be worried about money all the time. 210831 ... tender_square she spent it all, every last cent. tens of thousands of dollars hard fought from a wrongful termination arbitration. the money slipped through her fingers in less than a half a year. this is why she has been avoiding our mother for months. this is why she has been lying about the money being "locked up" in a gic. this is why she's been getting promotional mail from the casino dangling comps for her visits. this is why she refuses to reasonably reimburse our parents for the vehicle they have been subsidizing, why she believes it should be "gifted" to her. this is why she will not return the car willingly and has dared mom to get the cops involved come midnight. 230118 ... raze she said don't buy anything you can't pay for with the money you already have. and that's at least one piece of advice i haven't failed to take, even if it wasn't given to me directly. the only credit card i ever owned was a prepaid piece of plastic that's discontinued now. i've never used a debit machine in my life. in a world of digital detritus, i still swear by what i can touch and smell and fold in half and tuck behind my ear. 230908 ... Insouciant I have nothing insightful to write. Just that the people around me are hurting because they don’t make enough money and it destroys my soul. 230920 ... epitome of incomprehensibility Part of me says, "Oh, don't admit you worry about money! It seems like such a superficial and boring thing to worry about." Must be the same part of me that used to go, "Don't admit that you're embarrassed about having pimples! It's so superficial and typical!" Respectfully I submit: the fuck is wrong with being typical?! I vote we abolish money and have local interconnected networks of communities, but until then I want be able to go to fucking Austria if I want. There IS a town called Fucking in Austria. 240319 what's it to you? who go blather from