smell
DammitJanet
The
smell
has
been
fading
for
years
now
His
smell
It
comes
and
goes
,
like
a
faint
wind
A
whisper
…
It
’s
familiar
It
’s
safe
It
’s
comforting
It
’s
sad
A
flood
comes
back
to
me
Like
I
’m
dying
Memories
of
how
life
used
to
be
But
as
it
goes
He
goes
And
he's
gone
020729
...
pilgrim
One
of
the
most
Primal
Senses
Deep
and
Mysterious
Hard
Wired
To
the
Ancient
Limbic Triggers
That
allowed
Life
the
Luxury
of
Survival
And
gave
It
Time
to
Ponder
The
Essence
of
Awareness
.
The
Faint Chemical Signals
That
Conjure
Up
The
Past
And
Bind
Memory
Image
to
Scent
Scent
to
Sensation
Sensation
to
Reverie
And
back
to
Scent
again
.
The
Comfort
of
Familiarity.
The
Safety
of
the
Clan.
The
Awareness
Before
the
Thought
.
020730
...
no reason
i
didn't
realize
you
had
a
distinct smell
until
i
got
home
and
realized
i
smelled
like
you
090319
...
no reason
thankfully
not
like
smoke
090319
...
nr
i
miss
it
.
it's
just
one
of
those
things
.
i
think
i'm
moving
past
things
,
or
that
i
want
to
move
past
things
,
but
then
i
remember
it
or
smell
it
and
things
come
rushing
back
.
160303
...
Soma
If
blather_red
were
a
physical_space
I
would
hope
that
it
smelled distinctly
of
pine
, woodsmoke,
and
clove.
I
would
also
settle
for
the
smell
of
perhaps
freshly
toasted
popcorn
.
231218
...
ancasa.reyn
just
as
trying
to
describe
colours
to
a
blind
person
is
impossible
trying
to
describe
scents
or
smells
to
me
would
be
folly
i
have
had
virtually
no
sense
of
smell
my
entire
life
occasionally
i
have
smelled
a
freshly opened
can
of
coffee
or
jar
of
peanut
butter
not
once
have
i
walked
into
a
house
and
by
smell
alone
knew
what
was
for
dinner
teen
spirit
?
fuhgeddaboudit
once
i
smelled
burning
leaves
as
i
drove
through
a
stream
of
smoke
that
drifted
across
a
highway
but
if
you
were
to
cover
my
eyes
and
put
me
in
a
room
with
burning
leaves
i
would
not
be
able
to
identify
the
smell
if
i
smelled
it
at
all
once
while
at
university
i
put
a
potato
in
a
toaster
oven
not
realizing
that
a
plastic
timer
was
sitting
on
top
of
the
oven
less
than
forty
minutes
later
the
apartment
was
filled
with
smoke
and
i
with
my
back
to
the
toaster
eventually
saw
the
build
-up
of
haziness
that
streamed
from
the
kitchen
i
didn't
smell
a
thing
i
have
told
women
'
i
will
never
tell
you
that
you
smell nice'
i
wish
that
weren't
the
case
i
wish
,
too
,
just
once
i
could
bring
my
nose
to
just
below
a
woman's
ear
to
know
her
scent
i
have
joked
that
the
only
time
i
can
smell
is
when
i
don't
bathe
and
yes
i
can
taste
perhaps
not
with
the
ability
to
recognize
nuances
in
tastes
but
peas
do
not
taste
like
broccoli
does
not
taste
like
spinach
does
not
taste
like
brussels sprouts
do
not
taste
like
green
beans
so
often
i
have
heard
people
talk
of
memories
triggered
by
smells
this
is
so
foreign
to
me
it
is
a
land
i
will
never
visit
250724
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go
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