only ----- just my imagination 010918 ... silentbob my one and only someone 010918 ... angie he's my one and only... so why do i feel the urge to lead on other guys...funny what an hour distance can do to two people... i cheated on him... i was drunk...but thats not an excuse. john kissed me and i pushed him away. i felt horrible i called him the next morning crying... he told me that if he hadn't fell in love with me we would be through... i can't bear the thought of that... i am never going to do that again. I know he would never do that to me... he's my one and only. forever. 021016 ... obnubilate if only, if only... how can only be but one and but many? with "if" possibilities are forever. 051204 ... nom i don't want to be limited to once 061004 what's it to you? who go blather from