dying kendera the life seethes out of me, the room fills with the breaths, that i will never breathe again. 010622 ... silentbob I'm Dying Tomorrow I'm dying tomorrow This house, this street, Chicago I'm dying tomorrow Did I do it right Did I remember to sleep in Take lots of pills Commit irreversible sins Did I at least try to kiss the prettiest girl At the right time Did I remember to keep your beer as full as mine Did I remember to say cheers Did I rat least try to make sure everybody had a good time Had the best time Did I remember to stay up late Drinking for the fun Singing for the taste Did I run outside to kiss the rain Under electrical skies I'm dying tomorrow This house, this street, Chicago I'm dying tomorrow Did I do it right 010623 ... kerry does anyone know anything about dreams? last night i dreamed i killed myself. a couple nights before it was my mother who was dying. before that it was me, i was sick. and up until then it had always been my father. it's not that these dreams are scary, it's more that they're annoying. i'm sick of thinking i've lost someone only to find out that it's my stupid subconcious. 030411 ... amy death makes way for new birth in the dream world. if you like to change, it's a good sign. the symbol of death means the changes are real. it doesn't actually refer to any losses. it's likely that you're starting to understand or feel differently about a lot of things. 030411 ... unhinged would be so perfect right now 030411 ... tessa am i watching red silently dying? Are words for words sake enough to keep it alive? 040816 ... Waking Life This way out escaping velocity not just eternity but infinity. 040816 ... chiidi red has its slow days, but it's nothing to fear. it's always been quieter here. 040816 ... mangrove i like it this way. it's so quiet becuase it's such a small group. i like small groups - i thrive in them, whereas in a larger group like blue i feel lost and can't hear my own voice. red will not die, because there will always be the few who want a different place to be. right now, i prefer red to blue. for a long time i just sat in the shadows of blue, looking for my name. as soon as i found it, i felt drawn to red. 040816 what's it to you? who go blather from