die rollins just go into the living room and die shoot yourself 010222 ... riff-raff It's time to say goodbye to all of this........And Hello........to Oblivion! 010223 ... pilgrim When the white flame within us Is gone And we who lust the worlds delight Stiffen in darkness Left alone To crumble in our separate night When your swift aire Is quiet in death And through your lips corruption Thrusts as still The labor of thy breath When we are dust When we are dust When we are dust When we are dust (from: bare trees, by fleetwood mac) 010223 ... minus he didn't die last night, and I am pleased. 010223 ... plus and with you, his immortality is secured. 010224 ... ...? I want to.. 010302 ... moonshine just jump 010325 ... birdmad the minute we are born, we begin to... 010325 ... psychobabe I would die for you I would die for you i've been dieing just to feel you by my side...to know that your mine I would cry for you i would cry for you I would wash away your pain with all my tears...and drown your fears I will pray for you I will pray for you I would sell my soul for something pure and true...someone like you See your face everyplace that i walk in hear your voice everytime that i'm talking you will believe in me...and i can never be ignored I will burn for you feel pain for you i would twist a knife and bleed my acheing heart...and tare it apart I would lie for you beg and steal for you i will crawl on hands and knees until you see... your just like me Violate all the love that i'm missing throw away all the pain that i'm liveing you will believe in me...and i can never be ignored I would die for you I would kill for you I would steal for you I'd do time for you I would wait for you I'd make room for you I'd sail ships for you to be close to you to apart of you cuz i believe in you i believe in you I would die for you 020217 ... spoons maybe_i_ll_catch_fire 020501 ... i guess i only claim to be nice maybe_i'll_catch_fire right along with you 020501 ... kerry snapping my fingers and looking jerkily around the room the wind blowing the trees outside so steady it tries to slow down my pulse beating racing in hurried thumps i cant stand the darkness of the sky in the afternoon or the way the pink paint chalks up on the canvas like pepto bismal everything here feels distorted when i think i'm covered in stitches and scars and the sky is a constant flood of gray clouds blocking out the sun his raging voice on the stereo his fuzzy chin invading my dreams his darting eyes avoiding mine his purple lips frostbitten always in the red light i can't stand it distorting every vision of flowers and sunshine smiles 021014 ... psychobabe just fucking die...go away and never come back you fucking asshole.. 030408 ... Cicero Knowing where you are at this moment kills me a little bit more. This tragedy is near Grecian, and I'm not talking about that damn urn. You bleed yourself into another guy. You have never been alone. You need it. You need to have a guy there to bounce to. Try being alone for a while. I do not think you are capable of it. Be lonely for all but a day, once, in your life. You will learn a lot about you. 041017 ... fresh start you say that to me... do you mean it or is it that saying of the ex, "She can be with anyone... anyone but him." 041017 ... kerry i want to die, i want to die, i want to be wiped out, i want to die, i had a dream a couple months ago that he came to my door and shot himself in front of me, why do the same lyrics keep running through my head--"who put these bodies between us?" i want to die, i want to die 050122 ... crOwl there is no pleasure in nothing 060203 what's it to you? who go blather from