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soia I always wanted to use oil paints but figured I sucked too much to make is worth the money
so I spent all sorts of money on water color stuff instead
water color felt like it was okay if I couldn't really express what I wanted
it was weak and watery
oil is thick and bright and real and the canvas isn't flimsy like watercolor paper is
they gave me the paints
and now I still don't know if i can use them
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kendera i used red oil paint for a class.

burnt_crimson ruined a lot of things in my life, and i dont mean just a shirt.
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soia cleaning up the paint was quite a cat in the hat experience
everytime I washed it off of something it appeared on something else and so on
estimated finish time on the painting: 5 years, at least
burnt out and frustrated.
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spoons my life, is like watching paint dry... 011205
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kerry she painted an enormous green room today
green like sick green
hospital green
she is always in therapy nowadays
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mon uow might save me yet 050405
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mon uow till i fall asleep 050405
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tender_square the underside of the cabinet above the kitchen sink was maroon, while every surface around it was painted pale. i bent over the counter and tilted my face up to brush strokes of pure white against trim and edges and in between praying i wouldn't drip. 230302
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