paint
soia
I
always
wanted
to
use
oil
paints
but
figured
I
sucked
too
much
to
make
is
worth
the
money
so
I
spent
all
sorts
of
money
on
water
color
stuff
instead
water
color
felt
like
it
was
okay
if
I
couldn't
really
express
what
I
wanted
it
was
weak
and
watery
oil
is
thick
and
bright
and
real
and
the
canvas
isn't
flimsy
like
watercolor
paper
is
they
gave
me
the
paints
and
now
I
still
don't
know
if
i
can
use
them
010614
...
kendera
i
used
red
oil
paint
for
a
class
.
burnt_crimson
ruined
a
lot
of
things
in
my
life
,
and
i
dont
mean
just
a
shirt
.
010614
...
soia
cleaning
up
the
paint
was
quite
a
cat
in
the
hat
experience
everytime
I
washed
it
off
of
something
it
appeared
on
something
else
and
so
on
estimated
finish
time
on
the
painting
:
5
years
,
at
least
burnt
out
and
frustrated
.
010614
...
spoons
my
life
,
is
like
watching
paint
dry
...
011205
...
kerry
she
painted
an
enormous
green
room
today
green
like
sick
green
hospital
green
she
is
always
in
therapy
nowadays
030111
...
mon uow
might
save
me
yet
050405
...
mon uow
till
i
fall
asleep
050405
...
nom
iridescent
051231
...
tender_square
the
underside
of
the
cabinet
above
the
kitchen
sink
was
maroon
,
while
every
surface
around
it
was
painted
pale
.
i
bent
over
the
counter
and
tilted
my
face
up
to
brush
strokes
of
pure
white
against
trim
and
edges
and
in
between
praying
i
wouldn't
drip
.
230302
what's it to you?
who
go
blather
from