surface nr things are always more surface-level than i want them to be with the people who are available to me 171103 ... nr the fact that it's so surface-level but you act like it's not is what gets me. there's so much of you that i don't know about, and so much of me that you don't ask about. i don't understand how this can't be considered a huge thing missing. 171103 what's it to you? who go blather from