worth DammitJanet sometimes it just isn't worth it not worth the time not worth the effort but i do it anyways it's a type of torture that i seem to need to know that i'm real and have a life worth living 030323 ... nr i don't know how people ever know their worth to anyone. 221230 ... tender_square an old friend from grade school who now lives in maryland traveled to my dreamspace, asking me if i'd dj her sister's wedding for free. another friend was seated between us, one who's face i cannot place or recognize, and she protested on my behalf. "she's nearly 40 and she lives alone, she needs the income," she said. and in the dream i thought, she's not wrong, but afterward i undersold myself, saying the sister had to at least pay me the cost of renting the equipment and gas, as though that compensated me for my time and skills. (and i remembered wondering if that was, in fact, a fair trade off; i mean, did i even know what was hip in music anymore?) 230111 what's it to you? who go blather from