cannot raze "i cannot get you close enough, i said to him, pitiful as a child, and never can and never will. we cannot get from anyone else the things we need to fill the endless terrible need, not to be dissolved, not to sink back into sand, heat, broom, air, thinnest air. and so we revolve around each other and our dreams collide. it is embarrassing that it should be so hard. look out the window in any weather. we are part of all that glamour, drama, change, and should not be ashamed." — ellen gilchrist 131020 what's it to you? who go blather from