express bespeckled How to say- how to breathe to utter all the MMmmmmss and yessss and YES!-es that you give me when that moment comes that moment into which we drink each other for hours in one second, drinking, melting into life and love and US, and how- HOW! -how to tell you that my hair is standing on end? 030608 ... jane i find myself trapped most of the time. there are words within me, kicking & screaming, waiting so impatiently to come out. most of the time i find myself repressing them, wishing they would come out. when they do, they seem forced & awkward, rushed & jumbled. like that last sentence, commpletely redundant. i yearn for the gift of language. i find myself using a thesaurus much too often to obtain vocabulary alternatives. i read others' writings & i wish that was me. sigh 031231 ... mon sighing with you jane 031231 ... jane its nice to have someone to sigh with 040105 ... mercedes portate bien cuatito, si no te lleva el coloradito. 040525 ... misstree squeeze it all out pus from a wound words from a heart let them close and heal 130319 what's it to you? who go blather from