screaming birdmad will not help 010205 ... soia that's what I had to tell myself as I was walking up the stairs I waited all fucking day she had it right there could have left a message on my door could have god forbid tried to bring it to me at least once but no and now she will suffer 010205 ... soia So easily I broke- starting screaming down the hall at him. But he, not upset at all, made it seem as if I had just whispered. This house does not work- why?- because we don't care about each other. 25 strangers put together to live in a house, and what happens? The center cannot hold. 010207 ... fallen screaming with my mouth shut.......been doing it for hours.... 010207 ... misstree "the earth died screaming while i lay dreaming, dreaming of you." -tom waits 010211 ... shes gone folks...gone. I CAN'T BELIEVE I JUST SAID THAT! 010212 ... dean-bean I have no mouth and I must scream 010212 ... soia "scream my last breath in useless anguish tear the sun down from the sky I will Die SCREAMING" 010306 ... i wish it wasnt so screaming incoherently in my mind 020730 ... Freak WHY ME! 020731 ... distorted tendencies there's nothing left to say 020930 ... jinx_has_been_a_victim I lost my voice screaming at the sky-screaming at him-because I knew if I screamed to his face he'd hit me. I WANT YOU GONE! I DON'T CARE IF YOU DIE- I DON'T CARE ABOUT YOU! I WANT YOU GONE! 021205 ... blue star feel like my heart's screaming through my breast plate. 021205 ... icewater screaming under my breath. 021212 ... misstree oh, i want to keen your forbidden name, my salome, my darling darkling... you will never be forgotten, you will always be my goddess, my pride, my untouchable love... just the thought that it might be you, that coincidence and tom waits may have set a trap that will break my heart (for surely it will, if it *is* you) makes me lean desperately forward into each next moment, to see if you wait there for me... to see if you hate me as you should, if you are still older/younger than me, if you even remember who i was, if you ever knew what you meant to me... would that, could that be you? oh, to hope is so painful, but my breath doesn't catch in my throat like this for anyone else... my fallen angel, where have you landed? 021212 ... Lime Rider when screaming, my vocabulary seemed limited to one word. FUCK! 030115 ... lotuseater the drunk ahhhhh!!!!!! 031121 ... Charles Bukowski "i want to scream like the last weeping of life forever but i am bigger than the mountains." 040702 ... mon uow on the other side of the door 050324 what's it to you? who go blather from