there a so... there are a few biggish things inside me. and, i guess i dance around a lot, or i have in the past anyway. not anymore than anyone else, i don't think. but the things feel big inside me. i've been grappling a lot with silence lately... because the fact that the things are there, doesn't matter so much as something else does. i guess that *would be* something one would learn at blather after long periods of time... anyway, it's probably time i take up some instruction with some spiritual teachers... once i think i said "too consistent for our own goods" i guess that just means that we are all pretty common with each other... which is a conclusion that i see coming out of blather, more than other places in the world... lots of ways. blah blah. it's not just an addiction, though. obsession, maybe. that's for sure... 010227 ... dean-bean As opposed to here. Not a good a place to be as here, but not a bad place to be. I wish instead of there, you were here, with me. 010402 ... guess who there = location. e.g. over there can also be used as in "there is something I need to tell you." their = possession. e.g. their dog is cool they're = they are. e.g. they're coming soon 010403 ... silentbob weren't any words that were just one word in the recent section so i decided to change that 030729 ... ashmanzhou there... there was something rather than nothing here is gone there is now here is the past scorn the future kill the past and damn the present 030729 ... inanna the camera is there it is in you now that you know do you care 030804 ... nr how many people truly are? 220415 what's it to you? who go blather from