held
bespeckled
I
only
want
-
::
time
for
truth
::
-
to
be
held.
::
exhale
::
yes
,
that's
all
.
To
be
held,
in
this
moment
,
is
to
right
the
world
.
021008
...
raze
i
can't
remember
the
last
time
someone
took
me
in
their
arms
and
held
me
like
that
.
like
there
wasn't
anywhere
else
they
wanted
to
be
,
and
this
was
what
our
bodies
were
made
for
.
if
i
lay
my
hands
against
my
chest
and
close
my
eyes
,
i
can
still
feel
what
that
fusion
of
warm
flesh
wrapped
in
fabric
gave
to
me
.
230218
...
ovenbird
She
hasn’t
seen
these
streets
since
childhood
.
Here
is
her
father
,
walking
beside
her
.
She
turns
to
him
and
says
, “
I
don’t
want
to
be
married
anymore
.
He
wouldn’t
help
me
though
he
could
have
.
It
was
a
simple
enough
task.
He
said
I
should
do
it
myself
or
I
’d
never
learn
.
He
had
done
it
himself
a
thousand
times
,
but
he
wouldn’t
help
.
He
left
me
to
flounder.”
Her
father
is
quiet
.
The
leaves
are
a
gradient
of
yellow
to
pink
to
orange
and
not
a
single
one
falls
.
She
wonders
if
she
could
walk
straight
back
into
infancy.
She
doesn’t
see
any
other
way
to
be
held.
261002
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