cleaning
nom rid 040308
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nom clearing 061214
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flux stirring up the dust, exciting allergies... 061214
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nom neverending 061228
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cocoon I appear to be doing everything I can to put off cleaning the kitchen. 090913
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unhinged in place of drinking when i'm upset


after i broke up with you
i got down on my hands and knees
and scrubbed all your cigarette ash
off my floor
gathered up all your things
and hid them where i wouldn't have to look
090915
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raze i don't think i have the energy to make anything look its best anymore. myself included. 230228
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Soma Behind old boxes where I wrote your name
some new prescription pill bottles
and charming, long-forgotten toys
in a cabinet. There's a pile of dust and
it's dirty and filthy and not at all clean
but i've lost all desire to wipe shelves
and wash these old scent-forgotten towels.
I see it just as another bit of you
that I have to erase from here.
another memory I'm not permitted to keep.
so it's a paper towel and 4am
crying instead of getting back to sleep
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