cigarette rex hell's an ashtray keep your butts out of it 011220 ... psychobabe dont know what it is about it.. 011221 ... 0of46 the least inventive slow death ever, and everyone does it. i mean, if you're going to kill yourself so slowly, why not use arsenic over a long period of time, or small amounts of bleach to disslove your liver. really, there are such better ways to die 020726 ... pilgrim When you're to the point of looking at how many cigarettes are left in the pack, and deciding that you might need to go to the store and get another pack enen though you have six left and it's time to go to bed; you might as well face the fact that the little things have you by the balls, and you're a junkie. Exercise your force of will and Quit while you still can. The Monkey only gets stronger with time. Advice from an ex-camel regular smoker. When the price climbed above a dollar a pack I laid them down for good. Save for a breif bout with Dajarum cloves. I don't know why I thought that those were nicotine free, after a couple of packs I was right back to counting. 020726 ... sharkieandgeorge lung cancer! get'cher lung cancer! for the low low price of... 020726 ... carton of birdmad 100s four months without one and suddenly now i would like to get a pack of something really vicious and unfiltered 020727 ... little wonder there are lots of tipsy hospital personnel at my house. i need one. or two or three or four. 020727 ... psychobabe yum 030406 ... ][ 0of46 cigarettes contain arsenic. 030426 ... lulie sometimes i miss it. 030501 ... lilly_black some of us don't care whether or not we die of caner 30 years down the road. Some of us would give it all up for one succesion of smokey breaths. For some of us, we'd rather die of lung cancer than AIDS 030505 ... 0of46 that's true ][, i forgot that at the time 030505 ... ][ well don't do it again. 030522 ... lotuseater i want some. i really do. stupid administrators took mine. my pack was almost full. motherfuckers, i hate you. 030522 ... psychobabe fucking-a I NEED A CIGARETTE! FUCK i'm getting pissed what a fucking adiction! ITS PURE AND UTTER BULLSHIT! 030815 ... lotuseater ok, since i stopped smoking weed, (not of my own free will, of course!!) i smoke a lot more cigs. now i have a smokers hack and significantly less money. dammit, once i can smoke the herb again, im gonna quit cigarettes. 031207 ... brain stew you look disgusting with one in between your fingers. i hate the practised way they hold that damned roll of bloody leaf and paper. i hate the way you won't decline a puff when you *know* how much i hate you doing it. i hate the way you could give me up so easily and still have the nerve to smoke in front of me- going back to yourself, are you still? a cylinder of goddamn paper and me, what a comparison! i never did matter, did i? you could stop for someone else, me? bite your tongue! too much hurt to cope with sometimes, just too bloody much hurt... 031207 ... TK missing the warmth of your body pressed into mine when I would wrap my arms around you holding you close as I gently kissed the back of your neck and inhaled the smell of cigarette that always lingered heavily on your skin dislike it when I miss you and undoubtedly I’ll feel better in the morning, but yea its gunna be hard to sleep tonight *sigh* 140914 ... nr my parents used to smoke when i was growing up, even in the house, which she made a futile yet lovingly hilarious attempt to hide. we'd walk into their bedroom to talk to her, and she'd quickly move her cigarette-holding hand behind her back, while smoke was blowing behind her. "looks like you're producing smoke, mom," we'd say. and she would laugh sheepishly and then do the exact same thing every time. 230228 ... nr she = my mom 230228 what's it to you? who go blather from