stop fallen stop tormenting me...stop reminding me of my failures.....stop...stop....leave me alone.....i don't like scratching at these walls.....stop .....let me be...stop.....let me be.....i don't want to see that....i don't want to feel that...please....stop....stop rattling my cage.....let me be.....stop showing me this....i don't want to bleed for you anymore....stop....stop making it happen again....stop chattering away like that...stop...stop.....i can't run away from this....it will follow...it will stalk me.....just make it stop....i can't do this....stop....no more....no more.... there is nothing left for you....stop......i am begging....anything....just stop....let me get up off this floor before you knock me down again.....make it stop....that was not fair....that was not fair....don't change the rulse on me like that....please....stop....stop....stop...stop...stop...stop... not strong enough for this...stop...stop....go away....stop....leave me.....go.....stop......stop....stop... 010304 ... soia dear uc davis student, we're aware that you feel you cannot live without him. we're also aware that because of this you can't seem to study. as a matter of fact, you may no longer be sane. however, we will give no allowance in regards to your grades in accordance to your wish to helplessly fall down a spiral or self destruction. on the other hand, being that you have gotten through most everything in life and come out on top, we encourage you to consider the fact that you might make your life easier by not struggling with your impending success so much. sure you may not end up feeling like you won so much, but you won't be as dented. sincerely, your doom 010316 ... unhinged stop saying things like that to me. such placations have become empty and meaningless and they really fall on deaf ears. just stop. 010316 ... dean-bean Eight-sided red sign Cease and desist this seccond Come to a complete... 010330 ... the bird behind the wall i wanna go home take off this uniform and leave the show i'm sitting in this cell because i have to know (have to know) have i been guilty all this time? 1979, roger waters 010423 ... soia loving me you know I drown in your arms 010605 ... Wjuice I said to myself "wow, why aren't I doing what I always do?" and I thought it and thought it and thought "well this is good anyway, it's the right thing to do" and then I regressed back into my usual and I cried and cursed the world and decided that he hated me so I was like fuck it if he's not gonna call then I might as well try paging him again and he called and I laughed and sighed I wonder if I'll ever stop 010709 ... bijou stop.go.ethic 020101 ... birds addiction ...turn off that smokestack and that goddamn radio hum along with me... 020101 ... small one belittling my feelings for you. Can't you see how much that hurts? I guess you can't when you're making fun of me through text. 020611 ... The Man in the Rockin Bunny Suit STOP OR MY MOM WILL SHOOT! HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA 020912 ... jinx feeling this way...you'll only get hurt...don't get your hopes too high...you'll only fall... 030414 ... lotuseater please fucking stop, get out of my mind. its hard enough... get out of my mind 030414 ... silent storm breathing living loving aching 080828 what's it to you? who go blather from