high birdmad out of my head and into the void synapses fire out of tune impairment or new awareness for me to decide 010125 ... guitar_freak alone and withdrawn a spirtual plane where anything doesn't mean a thing silent and angry discord extreme 011122 ... amy i prefer to walk. 020606 ... Wish When I see you sky as a kite As high as I might I can't get that high And how you move The way you burst the clouds It makes me want to try And when I see you sticky as lips As licky as trips I can't lick that far But when you pout The way you shout out loud It makes me want to start And when I see you happy as a girl That swims in a world of magic show It makes me bite my fingers through To think I could've let you go And when I see you Take the same sweet steps You used to take I say I'll keep on holding you My arms so tight I'll never let you slip away And when I see you kitten as a cat (ow) Yeah as smitten as that (ow) I can't get that small The way you fur The how you purr It makes me want to paw you all And when I see you happy as a girl That lives in a world of make-believe It makes me pull my hair all out To think I could've let you leave And when I see you Take the same sweet steps You used to take I know I'll keep on holding you In arms so tight They'll never let you ---go... 020606 ... the allman brothers band You're My Blue Sky You"re My Sunny Day Lord You Know It Makes Me High When You Turn Your Love My Way Turn Your Love My Way, Ay, Ay 020607 ... tender_square mom gave ruby a tiny bit of cbd oil, recommended from the vet, to help with her rising anxiety levels. when i got to the house, the dog was chill as fuck. later, i took her outside to pee at dusk before the neighbourhood skunks roamed and ruby plopped down on the grass and rubbed her face into the blades over and over. "you're so high!" i laughed. i had to nudge her, hard, with my foot to coax her up again. the mosquitos were nipping at traces of my bare skin, getting drunk on my blood. ruby refused to pee, or maybe she just forgot how to. 230923 ... e_o_i I missed weekly choir. I didn't miss the moment in warm-ups where the sopranos and tenors are given higher and higher notes to sing. My vocal chords tense up, no sound emanating. Warm-up is so I can sing high. I can't start with it. I sing the low notes meant for the altos, rebellious. 230923 what's it to you? who go blather from