feelings nom messed up 070325 ... tender_square "i keep thinking that i feel like a mess and that's me judging what i'm feeling, like it's not tidy enough, not defined enough, not clean enough, not something so easy to put away. why do i expect these feelings to be like that? maybe i'm angry because i can't control them they i want to. because to control would be to master over them, to use that will and make myself move on." 230326 what's it to you? who go blather from