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leni my bedroom is simple, it has beige carpet, a bed with a brown/green blanket, a bookshelf, some curtains someone else put up, a hat rack, a stereo that does not work, an in-built wardrobe and a drawing my friend gave me. it's not minimalist or interesting.
it declared to me yesterday that i don't care how it looks. so long as it is quiet, clean and smells nice.
i don't want to choose things to fill it with. of all the things in the world, that i can and can't have, how can i choose ones that are for me?

though my bedroom is one of my favourite places, i love to sleep and lie and stretch here, i love to look out the window, and to make love here. decoration might detract from those beauties.
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kerry always dim, because once disturbed the blackout curtains are difficult to rearrange in the particular way i like. grayish purple walls, wood floor. scratched antique wood furniture, framed prints on the wall, but pretty bare.

advice i received when i was having trouble sleeping: don't hang out in your bedroom. reserve it for sleep and sex. then it's easier to relax when it's time for bed. good advice, turns out, though i do read in there. i read everywhere.
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