desire silentbobfuckyou hurt pain fuck you die want need addict gripping with insanity dying bleeding seething 010719 ... silentbob desire is alone 010719 ... the swinger of birches and it is now that i am lucky to step past that feeling desire is a weakness, an tendency to give in to our emotion. i'm seeing him in different ways. 010722 ... splinken the current time in sydney, australia is: 2:01 PM 010722 ... blue star sweet kisses. baby didn't even know she was your mistress. 010803 ... fallen "Desire smiles in brief flashes, like sunlight glinting from a knife-edge... and there is much else knife-like about Desire. Never the possession, always the possessor with skin as pale as smoke, and eyes tawny and sharp as yellow wine. Desire smells almost subliminally of summer peaches, and casts two shadows: one black and sharp edged, the other translucent and forever wavering, like a heat haze. Desire is everything you have ever wanted. Whoever you are. Whatever you are. Everything." -Neil Gaiman 010804 ... madness is eating at my insides inflammed I'm burning for You 010804 ... silentbob til you are just a hollow shell 010804 ... pixies break my body hold my bones 010804 ... echo If I could satisfy one desire, It would be to live without fear. Everything else would follow suit. 010906 ... Sonya stifle my pain kiss my tears trace your fingertips over my flaws seal my desire with yours i want you more than you will ever know desire can't be erased or thrown away or forgotten you stole my heart long ago i've been your treasure all along 011223 ... silentbob Oh why cant i be making love come true? 011224 ... monkey by thinking about something you don't have, you make it better than it is something you don't have is always shiny and new, something to be desired so I tried not to think... I looked at my thoughts and killed them quickly when they appeared gradually I stopped wanting something shiny and new. Things were good, I was happy for the first time in a while and I had everything I wanted because I wanted nothing ....then a pretty girl smiled at me, my head crowded with thoughts and I was back to square one. desire snapped at my heels again and every where that I ran it followed. 020506 ... somedaysam You have sent a message! desire grips my heart and drips from the hot sun-soaked sidewalks and strangles the trees and pulses and pushes and pulls within me and cackles into nothing and everything and returns the echo an empty used carton and a sweltering memory of words thoughts actions feelings poured into the swooping starspecked skies like a thousand and one constellations just discovered and named after us everything's good harmony plays like the day after day after day of horoscoped landscape where everything has gone incredibly right and all of it is for you 020522 ... somenom i desire growth 050529 ... gja No splinken. It is not. Now it is 7.06 pm. Pleased to report: All is calm and proceeding according to plan. We shall continue untill directed otherwise. 111013 what's it to you? who go blather from