actually nom i seem to be using this word a lot 060207 ... actually i also do. 070916 ... native persimmon , I believe I do want to rattle my hands, time, and money about and do something you've convinced me is worthless. perhaps just to grant myself some institutionalized shameless frivolity, frivolity I can publicly enjoy with others, not guilty and alone. perhaps to belittle the gilded grandeur of life's supposed instrumental decisions perhaps to spin in circles with abandon sans anxiety, dizzy nature, silly like I am right now 070917 what's it to you? who go blather from