alive J-Rock I'm still alive. 020407 ... silentbob do i deserve to be? Is that the question? 020407 ... J-Rock if so, who answers? who answers? 020411 ... Photophobe Red awake and full o oxygen, as the train pulls in. 020411 ... blown cherry heated bloody travelwisps! They're everywhere, they get in your hair, stick to your clothing. Someone should just kill them all. 020412 ... kitty i recently made a sculpture for a class that looks like discordant metal chards rising from a base. one girl said it looked alive. that made me happy. 020413 ... Warm image of flinders st they have no oxyen though. I do. Sometimes. 020423 ... blown cherry I'd breathe some into you if you wanted. Every last drop I had. ------------------------ I've felt so alive in the past few days, I've felt strong and alive and awake. I'm entirely not myself :) I should have trusted my instinct all those years ago, perhaps I could have been living longer than just a few days. 020423 ... Sonya The rainbow glitter of her wings shimmered as she finally began to spread them. Slowly, slowly she floated towards the skies, her raven black hair blowing gently in the wind behind her. It graced her neck gently and flew behind her, almost as a protective robe. She felt so alive then and her confined death of misery was behind her now. All that was needed was sight of her long waited for destination and the hope that soon, soon the castle in the sky would be built. He'd be waiting at the gate for her to land. Now it's just wait and see...wait and see. 020424 ... silentbob how your body still remembers things you told it to forget 030127 ... xdamagedx I am alive under a black sky with white clouds and twinkling stars im sucking in air breath life death i can feel the chill all around me i shiver and my skin reacts goosebumps i can do anything i can be anyone i am excited and indifferent indefeatable strong powerful ready ready ready because now i know and you can't take that away 040328 ... belly fire I could barely sleep in his arms I was so raw from emotion I feared waking him - that he would feel my vibrations - the stirring under my skin I crawled in beside him and felt his body curl around mine even asleep he felt so very alive it swept a new wave of emotion through me and I lay awake 040402 ... hopeless we are all alive only some more than others i was alive untill you came along to crush me under your thumb now i only walk beside you i am your toy 040818 ... flowerock It is terrifying to be alive. I am peeking out of the birth canal. I burried myself in half rotting plecenta, unsure of how to make it fertile, in the fetal position with my home rotting around me. I reached out and felt the sun, I let my hand stay there, soaking in the warmth, imagining the light! I just had to see... and then began the slow process, turning so slightly as not to tear the still potentially useful womb in which I hid, reaching further, with both hands now, wiggling my way out... but still attached by a chord. 140519 what's it to you? who go blather from