castle
endless desire she's a princess
she's alone
she dreams, you know she does
of magical places and days where
prince charming shall save her...
rescue her from this place.

oh god, i laugh at her selfish gestures
and her pink clouds of dreams.
this isn't your fairy tale.
this is some moral story about the lessons of life
and there's nothing for you in it at all.

this is my castle. of broken dreams and torn paper and colours. many colours. but they are never overlooked. each colour is investigated for it's deepest beauty. and while the investigation is essential, none has ever failed.

this is my castle. each wall is covered with books. of every subject and sort. inside i grow grass through the windows. it's the type that never makes you itch but always attracts a world butterflies.

stupid pinks dreams and things. i hope you die and rot. im so disgusted by you i could die. i will drown your dreams your moat and destroy your castle with the broken pieces of your childhood. this is your world. you have no purpose. you are not special. you are just another person. another girl. walking around and doing absolutely nothing special. there are no achievements you can have that will take you anywhere. and even if they could? what the hell would you do then? you are worth nothing and i am here to tell you that colors are worthless wastes of our intelligence. soon you will see that the world is black and white. there is no beauty, just simple day to day coming and goings. don't cry. just except this and move on.
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nom the castle is crumbling 060712
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gabbie goodbye.....

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