purpose kendera "the purpose of life, is life." someone pointed this out to me the other day as a simple joke. i laughed. haha. i thought about it later when i was alone. and then i cried..... 010326 ... chanaka i said that on purpose. whatcha gonna do about it? 010327 ... birdmad i'm looking for one again 010527 ... maruku i'm not sure i want one again 010527 ... scarlett i think that without a sense of purpose the world would fall apart. it is always something. whether it be animal activism, sex awareness in schools, stopping terrorisms, whatever. i think that if everyone quit living life for a purpose the would have to look within themselves instead. then they would feel so pathetic that they would either kill themselves or try to fix their problems. there is that whole sense of purpose thing again. oh, well. i tried. 011109 ... flux a distraction from the inevitability of death. not as if that would be such a bad thing.. 040514 ... skinny i had a dream where i went to a bording school, and i was surrounded by boarding school types, and it was somewhere i guess out in some forest, and there were these beings that looked somewhat like lemurs, but were intelligent, to me they represented an evolution of our minds, and they would do all these random acts of destruction/art. i was miserable at the boarding school, and though it was hard to do and contrary to everything i had been taught, i left the school and joined the beings. then i discoverd their game. one would roll out to the end of a branch of the tree we were sitting in and point in a specific direction. then we would all run and glide and jump to where the one being pointed, and we would create. just with so much unrestrained energy, we wouldn't speak, we would just act and create until the sun set, and we would sleep and wake up and spend the day like we did the last. its kinda like 040613 ... u24 like what? 040614 ... skinny godamn proxy 040614 what's it to you? who go blather from