selfish silentbob bobby 010228 ... soia daxle 010228 ... nocturnal me! damn proud of it, too. 010502 ... moonshine Be greedy for more life. 011122 ... hey now! what she thinks i am. what i think she is. funny how that works 011210 ... jinx I'll admit it, but I won't like it. 020217 ... lulie sell fish. 020217 ... belly fire I felt accutely sad then. I sat across the table from him at my empty place setting, listening to him eat his twice reheated meal. I couldn't look at him for the sadness gathering in my throat. "Well, I could always quit," he cooed. "I saw that coming," I answered with a roll of my eyes. "You're always mad." How could that be true, I thought. ...when I catch myself smiling so often. ...when we started this week so blessed. ...when I was so proud of him. "Can't I just miss you?" I said. And suddenly our meal was over and he embraced me. I felt like a child then...selfish. It was then that I knew it was only selfishness I was choking on. I smiled in spite of myself and held him. 031217 ... silentbob shellfish 031217 ... nom crying 061219 ... cocoon For creating a whole new Blather for something rather pointless. 'A whole new Blather'? Would you call it a Blather? As in, a whole new post, a whole new word in the depths of the Blather dimension, purely because I was curious. Blather has become a noun. Or was it always one? Hmn. The definitions of Blather which google gives are not very positive. And look, here I go again. Taking up space. 070303 ... nom jealousy 070321 ... auburn Is what I'm learning that I am. 080824 ... unhinged i wish i could be sometimes just a little more 080825 ... unhinged it's always the innocent bystanders that get hurt 081010 ... p that's what i am, someone said that to me today; i'm selfish. at least someone said what they think and meant it. i know my heart isn't selfish so maybe it is my mind that is. . . . . . . . . . my mind is selfish my mind is selfish my mind is selfish my mind is selfish my mind is selfish my mind is selfish my mind is selfish my mind is selfish my mind is selfish my mind is selfish my mind is selfish my mind is selfish my mind is selfish my mind is selfish my mind is selfish my mind is selfish my mind is selfish my mind is selfish my mind is selfish my mind is selfish my mind is selfish my mind is selfish my mind is selfish my mind is selfish my mind is selfish my mind is selfish my mind is selfish my mind is selfish my mind is selfish my mind is selfish my mind is selfish my mind is selfish 081010 ... raze no longer interested in giving to anyone what they aren't willing to give to me. if that's selfish, then that be my name. better to be selfish than eternally disappointed. 130417 ... unhinged let's be real. you only replied to me when you had the time for sex. i wasn't your friend like you told everyone. at least to me, friends respond to each other even when it might not be convienient or of any visible benefit....friends are there for each other. friends give each other support when they know something important or stressful is happening in the other person's life. friends don't base their relationship around having sex. that is a kind of intimacy that goes beyond platonic feelings. ( platonic_vs_romantic romantic_vs_platonic ) to tell people that we were friends was just your selfish way of having your cake and eating it too 130417 ... nr you don't owe anyone anything. you should speak up about what you want and don't want. you shouldn't care about other people caring if you do or don't care about something. if you care, you will care. you should follow something if it works for you and leave it if it doesn't. guilt-free. you should be selfish like it's not a bad thing. 150508 what's it to you? who go blather from