daxle silentbob one blather_meanie i can call my very own 010125 ... soia sick of it all 010125 ... silentbob lovely 010301 ... soia compliments make me cringe 010301 ... birdmad then we'll say horribly abusive things about you as reverse psychology to make you feel better, if the compliments are doing more harm than good. and we'll sound really mean, too. seriously 010301 ... soia for the first time, the other day, someone gave me a compliment and I believed them it felt good 010307 ... soia I don't want to feel like this. I feel so betrayed. I wanted to go to that show. One of the tickets was mine. He gave it away without saying anything, not until I asked him, so afraid 2 days ahead of time. When i think about it logically, what could have happened? I would have had to see him at some point to get my ticket. I couldn't have driven home right afterwards, so I would have had to stay there, and that would have been...I don't know...not very good for having space I guess. So I guess I pretty much knew he would say I couldn't go, but was he so cowardly that he couldn't even tell me any of this? I would have been less upset then. My mom would say now "oh honey, I know you're really dissapointed but..." and then I'd stop listening. Maybe I will call her, and listen. I know I need to be understanding but this seems like such a brick in the face. I was so looking forward to this. HE doesn't even have one of their cd's and now he gets to go in my place. AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH. So now I am going to class. Fuck. That show is going to be so good. I fucking know it. And it will never happen again. I am missing it. Period. But what's more important, a concert or his mental health? His mental health, clearly. But is this really going to help? Only time will tell I guess. 010307 ... soia This girl has two tickets for sale. I so want to ask for one. It's so fucked up. I HAD one. "this wasn't mean at all" yeah. fucking. right. 010308 ... mikey sounds like you wanted to go to the show to be sneaky and be around him. if not then thats likely how he saw it. i know in his shoes strictly based on what YOU share id say thats what he thought. just my own observation though. not saying its bad either ive done similiar things heehee see :hugs 010308 ... soia well how about this: maybe I wanted to go to the show because AFI is one on my favorite bands and I have most of their cd's and listen to them on a daily basis maybe I wanted to go, and that is why I ALREADY HAD a fucking ticket, until he gave it away merely as punishment for my being happy when he thought I should be miserable 010309 ... mikey if it was your ticket why did he have it? if it was yours and your giving him "space" you should have had your own ticket and went as you wished. hindsight is 20/20. 010309 ... soia you don't know the circumstances. therefore your hindsight is not 20/20 about my life. 010310 ... mikey i just wish youd THINK about my words. im simply letting words come out from what i read in a way of trying to help if its possible. if i help you think of another view or not its in a positive light that i offer opinions. if you dont like them simply ask me to stop and it will be done without hesitation. 010310 ... soia you view is not simply different from mine. it is usually misinformed. that's all. 010310 ... mikey i see you give advice and make it all sound so easy sometimes to. your same words come to mind. we all dont follow our own advice much. such a strange part of life. 010310 ... soia I took the name for my own. I wear daxle and jusn't every day and will continue to for the rest of my life. 010607 ... silentboblovesyou Googlism for: daxle daxle is wantonly cruel daxle is the best kitten in the whole world 021030 ... jane jane [googlism for: jane] 021030 ... birdmad amazing thought provoking sometimes confusing and lovely 021031 what's it to you? who go blather from