abusive
n o m i haven't quite done enough
you would think going to the police
and the embassy would've helped
but when i was there in the jungle
there was this russian girl, there were a lot of russian girls
she stayed for a bunch of months
after i left, she stayed with the 'maestro'
as one of his woman, another friend said
he saw him enmesh her. she couldn't find the strength to leave for half a year
meanwhile in that time
another woman had a bad experience with him
and started asking on the internet for people to come forward
who had been abused by him
she was there after me
there were many before me
i met a woman on the island
she wrote a book about it
she said there are hundreds
if not thousands of women
he goes to russia
and elsewhere around the world
recruiting, a lot of rich young russian girls
my friend said in russia everyone knows
it's no secret, his dark side
but that everyone turns a blind eye
and no one is warned?

gurus are not gods
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n o m i went there for healing
not for hands down my pants
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n o m he spoke at the university
here in bc last january
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n o m other people in vancouver know
a friend went to a thing
and people were talking about in q & a
my friend gave me an email address of someone
i got overwhelmed and didn't do more

and someone else wrote to me
someone abused by someone else
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n o m and a guy from australia
made a film, and it had him in it,
it screened in san francisco
i told him, he seemed to believe me
but the guy is still in his film
and the film is still promoted
and i wonder how many people
have gone there now
how many more people
is it still going on?
what else has happened?
i look in google sometimes
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n o m i remember the officer in lima
he stared at my tits
and said to go to the media
my word against his
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n o m when i got back to sao paulo
and looked more online
there were discussions on forums
going back to 2007
i didn't find them before going
but i hadn't googled his name with certain words
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what's it to you?
who go
blather
from