psychology
Q You mean there's only one woman in your psychology class? 020401
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silentbob Good point 020401
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??? i'm confused...what is this blathe about? 020402
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silentbob it's a reference to crestfallen.
i almost put it under the word psychology then i changed it to crestfallen. and then this character put a response under psychology. what a wacky character.
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raze a million years ago, when i was trying to not be here anymore, my dad had me see a psychologist. in what sounds like a contrivance straight out of a work of fiction, all three of us were working in the same building at the time, on three different floors.

my visits with the psychologist were strange. i didn't try to hide why i was depressed, but he wasn't very interested in hearing about what was on my mind. the moment i mentioned some childhood stuff, he honed in on that and it was all he wanted to discuss. he thought it was the key that unlocked everything, when it was really just one key on the keychain. he kept getting the name of one of my best friends wrong no matter how many times i corrected him. i thought that was kind of funny. he told me i was looking for my mother. the truth was i was trying to get as far away from her as i could. he told me i had "oongst", which i guess was his way of introducing a new word into the lexicon that was similar to "angst" but lumpier and more norwegian.

he didn't help me much.

anyway. for no real reason at all, i was reading suicide_notes on blue. a little less than a year before i started seeing this psychologist, someone quoted from one of his books or published articles on that blathe. i never saw it until just now.

as blather coincidences go, that one ranks pretty high in the "spooky" department. i mean, what are the chances?
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unhinged shambhala_training

'just be gentle with yourself'
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