depressed rob gordon What came first, the music or the misery? People worry about kids playing with guns, or watching violent videos, that some sort of culture of violence will take them over. Nobody worries about kids listening to thousands, literally thousands of songs about heartbreak, rejection, pain, misery and loss. Did I listen to pop music because I was miserable? Or was I miserable because I listened to pop music? 011125 ... Cicero Through all my inferior downs and less-than-perfect moods I know, sure as death, that I'm destined for something a little more than Earthly happiness. 030221 ... painted marbles i love you bobby :) 030221 ... painted marbles im dating my cousin's best friend. he has been a good friend of mine for almost 4 years. i met him on his 16th birthday, so i think of it as destiny. although sometimes i think fate has nothing to do with anything. anyway, my cousin has been one of my closest best friends since i can remember. and he is mad at me. of course. look at the situation. i feel that me and the boy dont spend enough time together, at the same time feeling that i take too much time away from the best friends, and also not seeing my cousin enough, and i feel bad, but i dont know what to do. life is fucked up 030221 ... vega high fidelity was one of my all time top five favorite movies. (i know thats cheesy as hell) 030430 ... mon uow leaves and flowers, pressed between pages 050403 what's it to you? who go blather from