listened nom two songs i listened yesterday and again today 060207 ... nom listening now third 060208 ... nom and four listened 060208 ... nom and sigh 060209 ... Soma I listened until my ears were numb and my head was heavy with the weight of all that meaning. Every ounce of intent you crammed into that 4x2 cassette – hoping desperately it would transfer to me — trickled out the other side of me as I lay sleeping, curled up as tight as all the muscles that wouldn't soothe inside me. It trickled out my eyes and out my nose and I wiped it up and threw it all away so that I would never need to feel it again, so that I would never need to remember. It was all saved there, anyways. I know what happened. I listened and I left. We went our separate ways and you stayed trapped inside that 4x2 and nobody ever heard from you again. 240717 what's it to you? who go blather from