numb
guitar_freak If only I could feel something
Pain
pleasure
the point of life is to not have a point
tingly sensation in my cerebrum
that is all
no more
alone with you
I'm numb
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somenom my hands go numb when i'm sleeping
sometimes the numbness wakes me up
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nom happy sad numb 070323
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belly fire each day another layer upon the previous layer
feigning a feeling
so as not to lose it

each day this job teaches me:
empathy
patience
human nature
cruelty
fear
and fearlessness

I pray to never lose touch
but only gain armour
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raze i've been sitting here too long. 220919
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epitome of incomprehensibility Sometimes something hits you and you're still under anesthetic. The dental surgeon is hammering away to get the twisted fragments of your alluringly but dangerously twisted wisdom tooth, and you can't feel it, but afterwards your face becomes an ache and you spend hours watching music videos.

Except the simile snaps at some point. This real thing is not like that other real thing.

After the breakup, it was my dream_mind that played video after video.

Now, I don't know what form grief will take. I never lost a pet before. Here the loss isn't death but distance, which in that way is like the breakup.

I was about to write, "And the person, of course, is not human." Person, indeed. I can't even be sad without being a tiny bit funny, in this case by accident.

Maybe humour is the hue my life-clouds take on. Forget silver, fuck gold, fornicate with bronze. The humour lining is a pun, and it's numb, and I'm on a cloud, and some of my dreams will miss something.
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