job belly fire occupation trade profession career employment post situation appointment vacancy task duty responsibility chore activity piece of work mission charge affair degrading process 030523 ... vega i fucking need one... i've applied at a million places and NO ONE has called me. ugh. 030524 ... belly fire phone calls Seeeecret phone calls! 030527 ... belly fire I need one too. I'm starting to eye my piddly piggy bank with a certain sense of desperation; considering the fact there's fuck all in there. 030528 ... nom i'm supposed to call about a job 070210 ... nom so much for that what to do? 070214 ... s . 070215 ... gja what about poo? doesnt anyone else call that doing a job? 070215 ... no reason it's in the field i want, sort of, but my specific job is kind of a stepping stone to jobs i actually want. and it's so much work for so little pay, and though i often enjoy the work and find it useful to learn about the industry, it's so hard sometimes... the boss expects a lot and has had bad experiences with past people in my position which he always talks about, and half the time i exhaust myself just trying to measure up, and i feel inadequate when it doesn't seem like i do measure up. i'm not exactly unhappy, but things seem so physically/mentally/emotionally trying sometimes. in situations like these it's especially not fun to feel alone. 100227 ... no reason it's weird because i look forward to parts of it and like planning ways to do it better but i don't like feeling inadequate 100227 ... nr when you talk about being spent and how your work is thankless and taking over and affecting your mood, and you're even quipping about stockholm syndrome, is it time to leave, orrrrr 240530 what's it to you? who go blather from