job belly fire occupation trade profession career employment post situation appointment vacancy task duty responsibility chore activity piece of work mission charge affair degrading process 030523 ... vega i fucking need one... i've applied at a million places and NO ONE has called me. ugh. 030524 ... belly fire phone calls Seeeecret phone calls! 030527 ... belly fire I need one too. I'm starting to eye my piddly piggy bank with a certain sense of desperation; considering the fact there's fuck all in there. 030528 ... nom i'm supposed to call about a job 070210 ... nom so much for that what to do? 070214 ... s . 070215 ... gja what about poo? doesnt anyone else call that doing a job? 070215 ... no reason it's in the field i want, sort of, but my specific job is kind of a stepping stone to jobs i actually want. and it's so much work for so little pay, and though i often enjoy the work and find it useful to learn about the industry, it's so hard sometimes... the boss expects a lot and has had bad experiences with past people in my position which he always talks about, and half the time i exhaust myself just trying to measure up, and i feel inadequate when it doesn't seem like i do measure up. i'm not exactly unhappy, but things seem so physically/mentally/emotionally trying sometimes. in situations like these it's especially not fun to feel alone. 100227 ... no reason it's weird because i look forward to parts of it and like planning ways to do it better but i don't like feeling inadequate 100227 what's it to you? who go blather from