appointment nom) must be made 051007 ... FauxGrr I did it. I made an appointment with a psychiatrist to talk out my issues. I am not scared but indifferent. I doubt it will help. I am sure it won't. Hopefully I can keep on my meds. I really just want to go out back and end it. I don't want to make my kid feel shitty though. That's so lame. I don't want to make my kid feel shitty so instead, I'll stay here and feel shitty. Wish me luck. 250109 ... raze i wish you much more than luck. i wish you peace, however fitful or hard-won it might be. 250109 what's it to you? who go blather from