weird *spoons* red blather... spooky unfamilliar uncharted ahhhh 010218 ... silentbob feeling between me and her 010218 ... plus science. 010219 ... minus *knock knock* who's there... *It's you, I mean to say, it's me in another physical form...* really? *yeah* so you mean, I am and and you are me? *affirmative* Well then, c'mon in... 010307 ... arinna is what tomorrow morning will be. i've never been on a sympathy date before. i don't like being on the spot and talking to people i don't know in person. *sigh* this will be a little weird. 010307 ... mikey and how did it go arinna? 010308 ... im a -o 010309 ... arinna wasn't as bad as i thought it would be. perhaps i should try meeting new people more often. 010310 ... unhinged is a word i always take as a compliment 010410 ... sharkieandgeorge i always tend to have "weird dreams". but when thought of, are there really any dreams that could be classed as "normal"? i mean, maybe i'm wrong, but is there really a such thing as a normal dream? one where it's exactly like real life? one where people don't fly, where you can't control what's happening to you, where nothing "dream-like" happens? let's say the answer is yes. there are dreams where nothing out of the ordinary happens and evrything is like "real life". how can one differenciate the dream world from the real world? Supposedly, light switches are never used or seen in dreams, even if the lights turn on and/or off during the dream. Also, besides the old "while in a dream about falling, one will always wake up before hitting the ground" [ exception: when i was about 4 or 5 years old, i had a dream i was falling and i did hit the bottom-- in my dream and for real.. ouch! ], watches [ digital or not ] never work. --- it is a trick a friend of mine uses to get lucid dreams and to prove he is in control of the dream world. actually, it's really neat what he can do in dreams: once lucid, he goes up to characters and tells them that they are not real, they are just part of his dream, whereas that character will either protest, trying to convince him otherwise or simply never show up in any other dream again. where they go, nobody knows... he's working on finding out. :) 020704 ... ShilohLives How all my dating relationships all seem to be or end up... 030629 ... Mandy You know what's weird? Sometimes, when I pee after having to pee for a long time, I'll find myself humming The Star Spangled Banner. ?? No idea. 040918 ... nom i think it must've been weird to hear from me 060815 ... cr0wl my tapes from a personal recorder 100717 ... lostgirl but in a good way...(blue)icy_dream 100718 ... nr i sent a nice follow-up email to old coworkers after seeing them briefly today, and now i feel kind of weird about it for some reason. something to do with opening myself up or emailing for no reason or just some kind of sheepishness or wondering if they'll think it's weird or i dunno. it's unnecessary and annoying, but it's there. 160925 ... tender_square i showed my mother video of the tenant strolling the grassy boulevard, and sitting against one of its trees. "he's so fucking weird," i said. she was quick to offer rationalizations; that it's the only place for shade from the sun, that at least he's not hanging out so much on the porch. my mother wondered aloud how my grandmother would have been seen by the other neighbours in her manic states, doing inexplicable shit. my rebuttal made no sense: "he doesn't own property here." perhaps the neighbourhood wouldn't be on edge if things hadn't begun with his confrontations. he's created the conditions we're living in. part of me feels for the guy; now he's cast as the 'other' and there's no way to shake those shackles off. all moves made will be judged and subjected to scrutiny, gossiped in whispers with the other neighbours. 230510 what's it to you? who go blather from