characters
raze
i
can't
remember
the
last
time
i
was
so
invested
in
the
outcome
of
a
fictional
story
,
or
when
two
people
who
didn't
exist
beyond
the
page
felt
so
real
to
me
.
so
beautiful
and
breakable
and
true
.
this
book
,
or
at
least
the
iteration
that's
resting
on
my
stomach
while
my
fingers
punch
these
disintegrating
macbook
keys
,
arrived
at
the
wake
county public
library
eleven
years
and
four
months
ago
.
someone
at
some
point
impaled
the
barcode
with
an
uneven horizontal
line
and
covered
the
logo
beside
it
with
a
crooked
cross
.
they
branded
its
belly
with
its
date
of
birth
.
then
they
sent
it
off
to
be
sold
for
next
to
nothing
.
now
it's
mine
.
and
it's
given
me
these
characters
i
know
i
won't
be
able
to
shake
, whose
minds
can't
keep
pace
with
all
their
hearts
can
hold
.
240812
what's it to you?
who
go
blather
from