ouch pralines&cream words hurt. I hurt you. You hurt me. words hurt more than sticks and stones. 020117 ... ImStupid Used to express sudden pain or displeasure. 030124 ... psychobabe cervical cancer....or wait is it just abnormal cell growth? fuck i dont care anymore. Yea i went in today. Nothin like a nice stranger sticking cold metal objects and pointy things, along with bristles, and oh yea cant forget the forsep clippers being shoved up into your puss and having them see how much you bleed. .::. okay so i may be over-acting, but god damn...i dont think i've ever been more scared in my life and watching on a screen what they were doing. Yes. I could see EVERYTHING they were doing! horrifying. *shivers* And god the pain. Boys, men, guys whatever be happy you dont have these types of problems, or maybe you do...*wonders* I just...i dont know. It could be cancer. It could be nothing. I have to wait a week...seven long days and the bleeding wont stop. I cant erase the image of all that blood from the cuts they made...or the tears that staind the clinics pillow from the pain. Lets just hope this turns out to be nothing... 030507 ... birdmad hey kid, i hope everything turns out okay for you. 030508 ... psychobabe thankz birdman...me too.. 030508 what's it to you? who go blather from